Tuesday, March 29, 2005

ahz! today training! i ran 10 rounds. then that stupid chung siang say i run so slow! how can! never even encourage me sia~ haha. then did so many exercises. whee~ but i'm glad i completed them. oh, but canoeing team must move house to macritchie reservoir lehz. so far! gosh. how?! ayez. like that bahx. going to be damn tired.

tmr.. going to yakun with joan they to eat! mmm.. today keith change specs change hairstyle! looks more cool and boyish.

oh! yay! today ngiam come back. that silly boy. i think he damn disappointed that his appeal haven't okay yet lah. the school takes like damn long to get it done lor. they suck. somemore he helping them play at squash nationals can. although yisheng say he comfirm get in.. but then so long le. shit. i don't want him go sr!!! i want him to stay in mj. i like ngiam. ngiam is nice. cannot cannot. he cannot go sr. i don't allow.

today chong hu birthday! haha, i wish him happy birthday lehz! then he say he remember my birthday too~! ahem~ 22nd may hor. 22nd may. happy like mad.

Monday, March 28, 2005

hee. yesterday was so fun! the whole canoeing team went out to sentosa! thanx to weiqiang for organising the whole outing! super fun! hahahz i was very happy! aiyah. thanx to benjamin and phuy kun too for hinting to have a outing. although not everybody went.. but it was still fun! the people who went were me! bey bey esther boon xian jiaqing weiqiang ronald benjamin phuy kun johnson muhsin andy and jerry! sarah came later! she is soccer pro!

when we reach there we played soccer! haha, initially i didn't dare to kick the ball coz the guys were like so pro then couldn't even get the ball and kick it properly! but after a while it got better and the girls even learnt how to kick the ball away from the guys! well.. not exactly kick away, but at least we tried! stupid jiaqing and ronald! so many stunts sia! hahaz. i was trying to get the ball away from jiaqing but he super fast and keep dribbling the ball away. darn. haha, but muhsin say he so stun by the way we girls play coz he like never really see girls play soccer before. yay!

hahaz, then after that we played beach volleyball! so fun! then the guys keep suaning boon luan. then after that went to swim. then the guys challenged some other group to a volleyball game then we cheer for them! then we went to kayak! haha. then the kayaks were like bumper car type then the guys keep banging us! so funny. then we played ball in the water. then ronald they all so bad! haha, at the end they keep splashing esther and hiang en with water! hahaz, then esther and hiang en drag me down to get splashed too. then after that play soccer again. haha

then when we were playing miss seah came! hahaz. the way she dressed look like xiao mei mei sia~ can be counted as one of us le lor! hahaz, but we went for dinner with her. then weiqiang and ronald they all eat a lot! hahah so while the girls were waiting for them to eat, we sit and chit chat with miss seah! so nice! we talked about her upcoming wedding, last time her life and everything! so cute! so happy! hee~

then after that we went home. i alighted at kovan with boon weiqiang sarah and muhsin. then we chatted and talked on the bus too. talked about sarah in the rugby team in hongkong! so interesting! then after that talked about how life is going to be when we move to macritchie reservoir. think my spelling wrong. but oh well. it's damn far from home. then we talk about canoeing and everything. then went home! haha

i go home then i came online! then keith ask me to go for play today. but it's at 10 am! and i very lazy one. ayez. another time bahx. sorry keith! hee~ then after that chat with yisheng. he very funny! he say yasin and anand come to his homeground today. haha, reminds me of liverpool's homeground which is anfield. i like the name anfield. gives me a very homely feeling.

haha, oh! and i found a greater pig than me! is yisheng! his record was sleeping straight for 20 hours! hahaz. not that i want to beat his record lah. but i think if anyone can sleep straight for 24 hours it's damn cool! i can't. if i feel hungry think i will wake up.

hee~ my ah mah came down just now. we're going out for dinner later! she say she very long never see me le! haha, she misses me! yeah! me too~ and my kong kong too~
haha, my sister came back from obs. wahz~ she's so tanned but still lose me. then her face so many pimples sia! so poor thing~ but she's still pretty lah. haha. k! stop here for now!

think yesterday's trip at sentosa is one of the many nice memories that i will smile and laugh at when i think back about it or even start reading my blog a few years later!

hahaz, some people say i very long-winded in my blog. but that's coz i add in so many details mahx =P then when you read back about them can remember more! happy memories! ciao!

Saturday, March 26, 2005

the day the canoeing girls went out! yay! so nice so nice!

haha, physics paper was damn hard. it's always the hardest paper. not fair. and it's always the paper i nv really study hard for. hahaz, shit. i just know i'm going to fail my physics lor. must work harder bahx.

yay! after paper i went out with joan xin yue and meiyin! whee~ oops. and terence too. hee. but before that i was very hungry. then we went to canteen and they keep talking about where to go then in the end walk to atrium still thinking and talking. so we stop there. hahaz. then i saw ngiam! haha. that stupid toot looks so silly and cute with his new specs which i don't like! i like his old frameless one. haiya. but then so sad. i didn't know he got posted to sr. i was so sure he would have been accepted in mj. stupid sch. appeal transfers takes so bloody long. i think he was kinda pissed at it too. then when we were talking at atrium, yisheng walked past and he called ngiam! didn't know he was still studying in school sia. but think coz he's last paper was the next day. then after that me and joan went canteen to buy pandan roll! then yisheng faeez they all were there. then i saw atiqah! hahaz, she's damn cute and funny! like her a lot. then after that went to shop at tampines mall with joan. had fun! then met mummy and jan for dinner.

hmmz.. keith so poor thing. must attend wake during block tests. must take care! maybe make honey water for him again? hahahz.

yay! then after chem block test i went out with the canoeing girls! me shir bey estther and boon. so cute~ wah laoz. then i from somerset station don't know how to go cineleisure. damn dumb lah can. then give them laugh. but i really don't know how to go mahx. then boon say i am orchard idiot! haahz but she also. want to say people only =P then we watched hitch! it's damn funny. and so sweet! hahaz. if only i had a guy who would do such sweet things for me.

oh yah. after we bought movie tix then we went to pasta there to eat. then it was damn funny. coz the guy at the counter super lame. at first i say i want the buddy meal. then he ask me wad pasta i want. then i stun coz at first i didn't catch it. then i say oh. i want the normal one coz the normal one is spagetthi mahx right? then he say oh everything here is normal. then i err okay. then i want the spagetthi one. then after that he ask me and bey wad soup we want. then he say got corn soup. then i say somemore lehz? then he orhx. no choice. only got corn soup. then he begin to scoop the soup for us. hahaz damn irritating lah. but chao funny. then after that he put the number tag on the tray. then i want to see the number mahx. so i turn. then i saw it's 44. then after that the man see me turn the tag then he turn it back the other way then smile at me. then i huh..? okay.. whatever lah. then after that when we were about to go then bey wanted to carry the tray. so i say need my help notz coz her wrist like injured. then she say aiyah no need lah. then the man say, so, do you all need professional help? wah. then i totally stun can. then i say er no need we quite strong one. actually i wanted to say orhx no need. we all mj canoiest quite strong. but i didnt. then when we want to leave then he say.. soo.. you all plan on eating with your hands ah? then i turn back i want to say no wad. then i realised that bey bey nv take fork and spoon! she only take straw. then i oh shit. nv take fork and spoon. hahaz. look like idiot lor. then the man there aiyo. nothing to say sia.

then after that we went to eat mos at tm after movie. then the girl at the counter there was quite rude. i so wanted to ask her why she so rude. but decided to hold my tongue coz there was a long queue behind. hmphz. fine. next time. no more chances. =P then go home that time i saw... darren!! hahaz. too tanned already. he super dark. but got nice white teeth. becoming more and more handsome sia. hmmz.. still rmb i like him in sec1 and 2. haha. but he was so darn shy then. then now he's more outspoken more outgoing and all that. then xian ask me to like him back. coz she and boon say that compared to someone, he would make a better bf material. hmmz.. not so sure. coz i believe that every guy will definitely treat the girl they like well. but then i thought about it. and i realised that when i liked darren it was coz he was so shy and cute and everything. but now he is quite different. totally changes wad i liked about him last time. it's different if i were to like him again coz he's sort of a diff person now too. i can't like him back the way i used to coz it's totally diff i guess. for me that is. but i liked him back quite some time ago huh. =)

haha. then went home and went online. then too tired to type and blog. then after that yisheng came online. then i chatted with him for quite a while. then keith came. then we chatted too. but before yisheng came chong came. then i said hello!! and he said hello! then after that i said something back and that stupid guy nv reply me. but nowadays he always nver carry on our conversations. damn disappointed in him. go off also nv say bye. msg him also seldom reply. gosh. hello. is our friendship only hello! and goodbye?! he doens't even says goodbye though. i bet he doesnt even think of how i am doing sometimes. oh well. shall not complain. hahaz, though must admit i really do miss him and chatting with him. but it seems like he has no time for me and chatting. hahaz. just had this scary thought. wad if i still like him? but i guess not. but it's still a thought. don't like holding on so long for something which i know is really not worth my holding on so long for.

hahaz, but through it all. i'm glad i have friends around me. friends make my world happier than it already is. love everybody!

hahaz, oh yah! that day when me xian bey esther and boon were talking, we all agreed that tms guys were the best! as in no matter wad, a boyfriend or a friend in need, they'll always be there for us and they are really really sweet. good morals and upbringing huhz. haha. examples are weiqiang ronald jiaqing and john john! haha super sweet guys. hahaha, super proud of them! yeah. glad i went to temasek =D friends forever!

Tuesday, March 22, 2005

haha, i just knew i was going to regret saying my mei mei. now she go camp le. friday then come back. yay! good good. then nobody to disturb me when i stuy for block test. but then again..
yesterday she very poor thing lor! kena scolding by me then my mummy sort of say her then my papa say her also. ayez. shouldn't have been so petty. but i really don't like it when she borrow my clothes mahx. coz.. don't know also. maybe when she older a bit more bahx. but my papa scold her is he wrong. coz he damn hot-tempered one. then my mummy scold him back. good.

today is econs block test! hmmz.. i think.. still okay lah.. considering the fact that i didn't really study. maybe can pass?

then after test went ya kun to eat. haha, then before we go eat very funny. me christine mei yin and xin yue hide from joan!! we hide at one corner. then joan thought we deserted her! aiyoz! how can! we won't lor. haha, at first i tell xin yue to hide behind the dustbin coz the height just nice mahx =X then after that go ya kun then we play again. haha super funny. then after that went back school to study. but i so unproductive. cannot study. then i buy yakult drink. then i go home sleep. then now must study for maths le.

all the best for those taking paper tmr! think tmr go school study with joan! yeapz.
=( just now i missed watching the lord of the rings. shit.

Monday, March 21, 2005

hee. congrats to johnson! and andy! wow. they got 3rd! got medal! hmmz.. jerry and ronald also! good job! so proud of them.

tmr is econs block test. hopefull with a bit of luck and hope, i can pass.

just now while waiting for jerry and ronald's race me and bey bey were playing two person bridge. haha, very funny. don't worry bey, i won't tell anyone you lose to consecutively for 8 times. i won't say out k? =P then after that the girls plus miss tan ronald jerry wei sze john john and andy went to eat mac. then after a while jerry they all went off to take prize then left the girls. so we chit chat again! so fun! i think we're all really close now! hahaz, it's a really nice feeling to have heart to heart talks with your friends. close good friends esp. hope we can all go out together after block test!

haha, having that conversation in mac really brought back memories. gives me a kinda of bittersweet feeling. reminds me of how we used to chat used to sms used to talk late into the night and how we used to tell each other anything and everything. maybe not everything but most stuff i guess. hee. but it's okay coz he's happy and i've found such a good friend in him.

i like the feeling of being liked and cherished by someone.
i like believing that your own happiness is in your hands.
i like knowing that my friends will always be there for me.
i like the fact that i like doing things for someone i like.
hmmz. people always say that you will find your prince charming someday. but can i have for him to find me instead?
it's not that hard. i'm just here! -waves-
or maybe he's already somewhere out there?

my sister so irritating! always borrowing my clothes to wear. first she borrows my track pants when i think she has one. npcc surely have track pants one. next she borrows my long sleeve shirt that i go out only then wear. and she wants it for wad? for canoeing. stupid camp.like she don't have any long sleeve shirt. she has like more shirts than me! then she comes in the third time and wants to borrow my cap. damn irritated. i mean she knows i don't like to share my clothes with her and she has far more clothes than i do. hmphz. for her birthday i should just give her my clothes as present.

oh no! i'm peeling again! must have gotten burnt somehow somewhere.

Sunday, March 20, 2005

hmmmz...
was chatting with wan yuan just now! i just realised how long it has been since we last saw each other or went out. sad to say i actually do miss her a lot. i don't like to chat with her online. i prefer to chat with her when we go out!! hahaz, miss all the fun times we had and how we would quarrel and have fun!!! =(
hahaz miss having tuition together! i also miss zir zir!
that day i dreamnt of him. so funny. then i wake up and realised that i dreamnt of him. hahaz then i also thought of how much i missed him too. nobody bullies me as best as him.
but nvm! each time i think of them then i will always think about the happy and fun times we had together! yay! so many things to tell wan yuan if we meet. hope it's sooner.

hello! my second blog! yay~ yesterday too tired to blog even though i was online.

hmmz. yesterday. went to study the whole day at changi airport with keith and joan and xin yue. hahaz, then i overslept. then saw sherron and kaixiong. hahahz kaixiong hairstyle not nice le lah. then after that went for the planetshakers thingy with joan keith diana shawn yisheng constance and joshua. it was quite nice and fun1 but i still think last year's one was nicer. coz this year they never sing the song i like! darn. hahaz, but anyway afer all the songs there was preaching =S don't really like it coz they preach from the bible then i don't know anything. oh yah! hahaz, me and yisheng were the only two non-christians in the group. hahaz, but he super tall like weiqiang! then talk that time he must bend down like so xin ku. so sometimes i got tip toe. but then still not tall enough. hmmz.. initially walk in that time was a bit apprehensive coz like all christians then a bit out of place. but after that was better. joan was jumping about and keeping the spirits hgh as usual. then me and yisheng jumped along too! it was a good effort made by us hor. hahaz, but jump little while coz very paiseh then his jeans too loose want to drop le. then his legs so long then halfway want to cramp don't want to cramp de. but i like his shoes. it's my favourite brand! nike de! but very expensive. how? nvm lah. i want to get new hp first. hee.
then after that they pray in a group then must hold hand. i like that part coz it's like everybody was praying! then like very cosy like that. like quite a sweet notion. i like! although i nv pray.

then today went to support them in the semis'. hmmz weiqiang jiaqing jia you! they got into finals! tmr go down support! ronald and jerry also very good! got into finals! jia you jia you! then after that went to eat.. roti prata! me esther bey hiang en and boon luan! then we sit down and chit chat. hmmz... then we chat and i found out things i never knew. we all got blog! weee~~ so cool! aiyahz. only boon don't have. but nvm. then we all also decided to jia you le!

okay then block test coming. but then i not as worried or nervous then i usually will be. maybe that day then i don't know how to do a lot of sums then will bahx. but then if fail then i must work harder only right? hahaz, then jia you bahx!

Friday, March 18, 2005

my blog! yay! let's start. hmmz. created this blog coz i needed to type some things out and say what i feel. anyway. i also don't need to explain why i create. but nevertheless.
was having dinner with joan just now! and we had a nice chat. but i found out stuff that i never knew or never thought that would be so bad.

there's this friend of ours whom we both know. let's name her ermz.. ourfriend. she always kena bullied by others coz she very soft spoken. to think that in this world still got big bullies! but they damn bad. they always say she act cute and everything. but she didn't even do anything to them. and they called her a b**** like in her face. damn bad! if not because i have to pretend not to know anything or it will be worse for her, i would have wanted to punch them. i'm quite strong afterall. but it's okay. she has me and joan! and of course xin yue! i just feel that even though no matter how much you dislike someone, you cannot for no rhyme or reason call someone that and straight in the face. and if that person never do anything to you, then that's all the more no reason to do that. no matter how bad a person is, i'm sure that there will always be a good side of them no matter wad. you just have to go and notice and discover them yourself.

they very very bad lehz! i can't stand it lor. hate to see this type of things. somemore they so many people against one person. so angry! but i don't care. me and joan decided we going to make her feel happy coz she very unhappy. yeapz. anyway, that's wad friends are for. i believe in her and so does joan.
but why they so mean to her.

oh but anyway. this sat and sun is the semi finals and finals for the sdba kayaking competition. hmmz.. wish all of them all the best! no matter wad we are a team so we must support one and another. and we are a nice team! yay! so proud and happy!