Tuesday, May 31, 2005

hmmz. haven't been typing any entries. lazy. tired. slack.

last sat was training. okay lah. not too bad. bey didn't come. boon had to do k1. then after that we all thought coach going to give us some tough land training but he ask us to do 100 push ups and 40 guy chin ups. so i guess it's not that bad. but esther ng yen yong never finish! haha, then after that was happy hour! coz we decided to go out and eat and not eat bk again! we ate bk for consecutively 3 weeks sia~ we as in wei qiang me yen yong shir pk ben ron jq and to my surprise! john john! hahah, coz usually he never join us for lunch.
aiyah. i denounce my public announcement to ignore johnson ng. coz i can't do it. i tried my best not to talk to him lor. but he keep talking to me! =P no lah kidding. but i really tried not to talk to him but quite hard. haha. yes lah. i admit lah.

oh no~ and i cannot wear the shirt esther boon jq and tourmaline buy for me. that's damn sad. i really liked the shirt. i mean. not totally cannot wear. it's chao tight. haha. my muscle too big le. oh no~ actually is mian qiang can wear. it fits my lower half quite well lah. but then hor, the arm and shoulder there too tight. ayez. i've got broad shoulders! how?

oohz. and my sister bought me a bag! hahaz. i love it lah. thanx lah cheryl teo. walk the whole of bugis street only mahx. also not whole of singapore. like you walking alone like that. give you chance to walk with ahem only lor.

i want to watch movie! watch the my boyfriend is type b that one. but then 1) movie tix so ex. 2) need to find people to watch. 3) no time! 4) so many things to do.
i'll surely end up not watching anything.

today was gp paper. i think it's quite alright except for the compo. hopefully i don't screw it up like all my compos. after that stayed back in school to study. it's really good, coz there's so little people in the library and you can concentrate. haha, on my way back saw ngiam! stupid ngiam looks so toot. at the library saw my hao peng you! haha, my hao peng you is faeez! hmmz. ron's mp3 very cute! it's a duracell battery! haha, first time see such a cute mp3 sia~ after that went to do exercises with bey before going to tm to buy present. it's yixin present! and i hope he likes it. coz i like what i bought. so if i like, then he also will like.

was watching vcds just now. haiz. my june holidays is like.. first week must go school. training sch training sch training school. gosh. but competition coming le sia. scary manz. oh and i bought two new shirts! whee! is i ownself choose de! clever girl tricia! haha. oh and my sister need to engage my ex-tutor kenneth thia to help her with her physics and chem. haha, so fun! so nice to see him again! looking forward.

just now my com was on, my papa thought it was off. so he went to off the switch. haiz. made me quite irritated. he always ah so kaypoh one. don't know wad to say. ahz. oh well. maybe i'm just feeling irritated.

wad if i missed that chance? wanted to talk to hue kaixiong. but he so fast go offline. so wrong timing. yay! but he say he going to treat me dinner coz he forgot my birthday! but his timetable at tp sucks. so.. depends i guess. but still.. =)

oh yah.. found some nice quotes and phrases that makes me smile. haha, some is damn funny and nice. here goes!

if you ever think you're too small to be effective, you've never been in bed with a mosquito.

great fear will always lose out to great faith

Saturday, May 28, 2005

today we went orchard to celebrate boon's birthday! and it's also the day whereby we had no school! yay! coz our soocer boys did us proud! haha. yeapz.

went with bey to shop for slippers then halfway had to leave. coz i got dental. and yay!! he say two more months and i can take down my braces!!!! whee! haha! quite happy~ okay. very happy! haha.

anyway, it's the start of holidays! but it also means no holidays for us.
for me, it's training study and training all the way.

anyway me en bey esther tourmaline jiaqing weiqiang ronald norvin phuy kun benjy and clara denise and liling went out for dinner with boon. hahaha. and miss seah came down later to pass boon her present and brought her a cake! so sweet! she came with her husband to be! even sweeter! enjoyed myself.
but then today was quite sianz for me. also don't know why sia.
haha, then later go home saw irwin and his friend. yeapz.
happy birthday boon! hope you enjoy yourself!

oh yeah. since it was a holiday for us meridians, we saw a lot of them at orchard! haha, i seems like all the meridians are so busy studying that they only get to go down to orchard when miss lai gives us a holiday.
saw the j1 canoeist! haha, so glad they're as close as we are! =D so happy!
and i need to get yixin's birthday present! oh no~ don't know wad to get~

and did you see the newpaper today?! so many pages dedicated to MY LIVERPOOL! whoo! hahaha! they won they won! yay!

oh.. and did i mention? my classmate james wrote me a birthday card! haha, he's so cute lah. he wrote me a birthday msg on a christmas card. haha! but that justs brings out the cuteness in him. then he was so funny when he handed me the card. he was like it's the thoughts that counts right? and i was like huh? ermz.. yeah! haha! no wonder he will say like that. but yeah.. anyway it's really the thoughts that counts. thank you james!

haha, thinking thinking thinking.. damn.
shall not think anymore! tmr got training. hope coach won't be so crazy again. but i doubt so. anyway, since the soccer boys did it, so can we! aim 4th!
jia you!

Friday, May 27, 2005

MJ WON VJ!!!
LIVERPOOL WON AC MILAN!

wow! hahaz! that day is really soccer day sia! not only did mj won vj in soccer, both my favourite teams were playing in the night! cool!
i'm very happy for mj soccer team. and yes. i decided to go for the match instead of training. which also means yes. i pon my training. ayez. but i didn't regret it! well.. not exactly.. but if i didn't go for the soccer match i'll probably be crying over it by now.
so glad i went! the atmosphere there was great!
oh, me joan mei yin and xin yue didn't sit with the mj crowd. not because we don't like to sit with our school. but coz, there very crowded! and we wanted to watch the match and not be blocked and cheer on our own. so we shifted to somewhere else. hmmz..
not bad.. was a very tensed and exciting game that got me all hyped up!
hahaz, and yes. yasin got to play after all that suaning from me that he'll not get a chance to play. haiya. now can't suan him. but it's okay.. coz he scored in the penalty shoot out! haha, and joan was damn happy lah!
but i am happy for him too~
hee~ anyway, after the match i saw norman and wu jun. haha, both of them were playing in the match. aiyoz. but they looked so sad.. haha then i wearing mj uniform a bit paiseh to see them. i mean, when we won they were really very quiet sia. cheer up guys!! you played quite well too!

oh yes! then i wanted to watch the liverpool and ac milan match lah. basket sia. my alarm didn't ring!!! why why why!!!!! argh! so irritated sia. it's like the highlight of all the football matches i planned to watch and the alarm didn't ring!!!!! somemore it's my two favourite teams pitting themselves against each other!! oh manz.
hey! yah! and everyone was like saying liverpool's not going to win! but too bad! they won they won! haha! so happy for them!
but so disappointing sia! i didn't get to see them play!
yah! somemore yisheng and that lee jiaqing were saying that ac milan would win. ha! yay! i was right! it's MY liverpool okay.

-you'll never walk alone-

haiya. and that eng yisheng predicted that i cannot wake up to watch the match. which makes me feel more irritated. then go school even joan said she watched the match! wah. i super sian diao. she man u supporter then even she watch the match and i didn't! (but that's coz yasin's a liverpool supporter)
then later i saw keith! and he watched the match too i think.. =( i didn't. stupid phone. should have let my papa wake me up to watch the match when he offered.
but nvm! since liverpool won! alright man! jia you jia you! i should have wore my liverpool jersey to sleep!

oh! and since we won vj! we got a day off tmr! whereby we'll be going to celebrate boon's birthday.
max meridian really sucks today.
i felt pretty unhappy with myself for doing it. ahz. but wad the hell. i just get it over and done with.

tmr is a day off. feel like going to watch a movie. it's been ages since i last saw one. but, 9.50. and.. don't know who to go with and don't know wad to watch. oh wells. some other time then.

johnson ng han zhou is a naughty boy. he wish me happy birthday and deletes off my hp number from his phone. thanx a lot lah. still dare to tell me today.
this is a public announcement to announce that:

tricia teo is not going to speak to johnson ng for longest time ever.. which is until she decides to speak to him. please remind her not to talk to him k! how can he be so bad!

ah!!! and miss seah showed us the wedding gown she tried on that day!
she's so sweet and pretty in it! haha!
so happy for her!!!!
yay!

hmmz.. i also want!
maybe next time bahx.. hee hee~

Wednesday, May 25, 2005

hee. monday was a public holiday. i went to gym with hiang en and bey. then we went airport study.

next day go back school! miss ang bought me a birthday cake!! and everybody sang birthday song for me! it was a tiramisu cake and i love tiramisu cake! hahaha. just nice! then.. miss seah gave me a piglet and a handmade card! oh manz! the crad was damn nice! i was so touched!!! hahaha! thank you miss seah!
hee~ i can repay her next time when i grow up le. coz she going to stay near me when she get married! yay!
thanx!
haha, and zhiyang gave me a nice present too! it's a kinda of a photo album but very small and cute! hahaz, it's unique coz i haven't seen one like that. thanx zhiyang!

wahz. maths lec today is chao boring. the hod lecturing then not very nice sia. but p.e was fun! played captain's ball with my class girls! yeah!

oh yah!!!!!!! tmr is MJ vs VJ soccer finals! oh my god!!! so exciting!! we made it to the finals!! gosh! i'm so excited for them! hahaha. but i not sure if i should go training or go watch the match. how how?!!!! dilemma. i'll feel guilty if i don't go for training lehz! oh manz. but if i go for training, i'll sort of regret not watching the match. how!

aiyahz. see how lah. so mao dun.

oh yes oh yes! i'm 18 for 2 days le! i'm 18 i'm 18! lalalala. but this marks the end of my birthday.... oh well. i still got next year! hee~

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

oh i'm back! haha continuing from sunday which was my birthday. i also don't know wad to say le. i forgot wad i wanted to say.

haha, ermz ya. so.. it was my birthday then i went to meet yisheng to get my present then went to eat dinner with my family.. erm.. should be like that lah. then.. oh yah! a lot of people wish me.
but then.. the people whom i most anticipated who would msg me didn't msg me at all.
one of them was chong u. he said he wanted to msg me at 12.18 on the 23rd of may coz 18 years 18 minutes le wad. but he say actually 22nd may my birthday he want to msg me but he fell asleep coz he was not feeling well lah. so.. wad can i say?
second one was hue kaixiong. can't believe he forgot. and the week before i was still chatting with him. somemore i got remind him lehz!
3rd person is kenneth thia my last time tutor whom we got along quite well with. he forgot! give all sorts of funny reasons and didn't feel apologetic. so insincere.
4th person is dickson. my kor from tms. 2 days before my birthday he msg me to ask me wad poresent i want. then on the day itself nv wish me. aiyoz. really nothing to say sia. but it's okay.. i had lots of fun on my birthday! and i was very happy!

yupz. okay.. first present was a tiny figurine which can put candle on top and burn and imprinted on it was some bhb stuff that was specially for me by hui qing and damien.
then xin yue joan and mei yin got me a bag, and coloured pens! coz they know my pencil case only got blue pen. and they bought me some cute plasters coz they know i like and i requested for plasters hoping that the present won't be so ex. that's why ask them buy plaster mahx. 2 dollar only and i will like =D
then.. hahaz! the canoeing guys pk, ben, ronald and weiqiang and i not sure ahz. think only them? bought me a soft toy which was a puppy! it's really soft and nice to touch. and it's beside my bed. yeahz. and they had to give it to me in a toys r us plastic bag. thanx lah. but nevertheless thank you!
hmmz.. shirley gave me 3 things! she gave me a pencil case! but i really like my tweety bird pencil case! i think it's cute. then she gave me he addidas bottle i wanted! black colour! lastly she bought me the addidas shower bath which i liked as well! hahaha! thank you!
then bey yan shared present with shuana and sihui and john! they bought me a white colour billabong wallet! yeah! looks so cool! make me feel mature when i carry it. the only bad things is that i cannot stuff all my neoprint cards in. bey say purposely don't want me to stuff all my cards one. aiyoz. how can.
then.. yah, yisheng anand keith yixin den joshua gave me the ripcurl slipper which i think is really nice~ coz i wouldn't ever buy that for myself no matter how much i like. coz i think it's not worth to pay so much for slipper and i not say seldom go out lah.. just that one slipper cost so much so even if i like i will tell myself not to buy. so yupz! thanx guys!
then boon esther and jiaqing and tourmaline got me an orange shirt! bought from esprit i think. aiyah. don't know how to spell. haha and it's really nice! i'm comfirm going to wear that when we go out! so pretty! i mean me. hahah
then norvin and jerry gave me a bracelet from perlinis. yeapz. although i rarely ever wear bracelet or necklace.. i will make an effort to wear it someday somehow. =D swear!
then.. my auntie got me a zen micro which is white. yupz! that's about it.
i hope i didn't leave anyone out.

hahaz, and i'm really glad to have such wonderful friends to celebrate my birthday with! it just makes it so meaningful!! whee! happy 18th birthday tricia!

yay! i'm 18 i'm 18!! i'm older! i'm mature! yes! know wad's good about being 18? now. i can go donate blood without having to go through my parents! yay!!!!!! freedom! hahaha! hmmm.. i haven't been bloggin for a week! wahz! so long so long. same like esther. now start!

monday:
hmmz. 6 more days to my birthday! lalala.. okay.. basically nothing much happened on monday. maybe something did but i cannot rmb le..

tuesday:
hahaz! joan mei yin and xin yue were going to buy my present today! haha and that joan ah.. accidently told me wad they were going to buy le.

wednesday:
can't rmb much only that i had to go training that day..

thursday:
ohx! we had to accompany xin yue to retake her 5 stations! and i found out that i got 29 points for napfa! damn! i just knew it was the shuttle run. made me miss an A by 0.1 sec. but it's okay! in the first place i didn't want to aim for the 30 points. but if i could i would. but now like cannot. haha. oh yah! well done xin yue! she jumped like 170cm! big improvement from her usual 150 +. somemore she jump two times also 170.

friday!:
hahaz, in the morning go school, then, huiqing passed me a present! yay! she and damien share de. haha, and damien wished me happy birthday on the phone. okay. thank you!! didn't expect him to be so nice. hee. but he's still as childish as ever and he told me to grow up coz puberty stops at 18 for girls. like whatever. haha. then.. joan xin yue and meiyin gave me my present! hahaha! so happy~ but they took the whole day to write the card coz they scared i will see. haha, then after that yisheng and faeez went to announce squash results for morning announcement. hah, both of them were super funny! but it was quite fun. faeez say he very scared! then first lecture the first part keith call me to ask if we going for soccer match. wahz.. then we talk quite long. somemore my teacher lecturing! haha, but after we put down i felt so brave! coz i talked during lecture on the phone! haha, wah think if give miss quek see i surely have to write full length essay sia.
oh. anyway we went for the soccer match which was mj vs rj. if we win, we need to fight for 1st position! and we won! 3-0! i was there to watch! then after that the girls and yasin went to celebrate my birthday with me. though it wasn't really my birthday. haha. then.. we went to breeks and yasin called yisheng they all to come up to say hi. and they did! haha, chao embarrassing. then they never eat. poor thing. and xin yue they all bought a small cake for me! it's still in my fridge. cannot bear to eat. thanx girls! for everything!
oh yah. before i forget, haha, yisheng had to retake his 2.4 and napfa again! so poor thing. then anand cannot run with him coz got soccer match then he run alone. so poor thing! but then he got gold! hahah, then he very happy.

saturday:
birthday eve! hahaha went for training in the morning. wahz! training damn xiong. we canoed like 12 k? and that's only for sea training. after that come up must do 30 push up guys style. run uphill and downhill come back do 30 push up. run uphill and downhill. come back do another 30 push up, run uphill and downhill. and that's one set. we had to do 3 sets of that! wah! i almost died. by the time i reached the third set the way i ran uphill, you could probably just walk beside me and be faster than me.
oh and joan came by to run! haha, so excited to see her!
yay! but after that! i couldn't decide whether to go home or go watch tkd with esther and john~ so in the end kena dragged out of train by them so i went to watch. hmmmz.. i think mj tkd team was not bad! kudos to them! hope they won't feel so sad or bad or anything! as long as they've tried their best! jia you manz! then esther was the first person to come my house coz i wanted to come home and bathe. followed by the rest of the canoiest!
they were esther, wan yuan came too! just to see me i think! yay! haha, then ben, pk, ronald, jiaqing tourmaline, wei qiang, norvin, boon luan and hiang en. then we went to eat zhi char~!
haha, but we don't know how to order
and the stupid lady keep naming us all the expensive dishes sia~ bad girl!
then john came late then bey yan came! then we all went to drink bubbletea! my treat! hee~
then they came back up my house to play! as usual ronald keep winning me in worms on the playstation.

sunday!: me me me! my birthday! yay!! yay! 3 cheers for tricia!
haha, so many people wish me at night! i so happy! and in the morning! but i was sleeping so reply all of them late! sorry!
first person to wish me was yisheng. then followed by ah ber and the rest.. haha was quite surprised at how many people rmb my birthday! but it's nice! then after that afternoon i went out to meet yisheng coz he had to pass me my present. it's ripcurl slippers! haha, looks nice! comfortable to wear! thank you thank you!
oh and i must type this in. very important. THANK YOU KEITH! yisheng say he had to walk from a very far place to a very far place at 12.45 am in the morning just to pass yisheng the present to pass to me. manz. so touched! THANK YOU KEITH! =D haha, then thank you yisheng also! coz he had to come down from his tuition at hougang there to pass me the present then go back to hougang again for the soccer match. haha, i felt so bad! i mean for both keith and yisheng. but they say my birthday so nvm. haha, make me feel so pampered!
then after that i went to eat with my family. had to take 4D numbers for them! my mummy ask me want to share not. coz 18 le mahx. =D then i went to take neoprint with my auntie! haha. haiya. i blog chao long le. but still like got a lot of things to say.
i come back later! to be continued...

Monday, May 16, 2005

mmm.. yummy yummy! yesterday i went to eat nydc!! oh my god! it was heavenly! i for so so so so sooo long want to go there eat my favourite hawaiian pasta! and the cheese is damn nice! whee! i finally got to eat it coz i went out with my primary school friends! and we took neoprint! haha so happy! so long never see them le. acually i didn't want to go coz after training so tired! that day training was like ns like that sia~ haha. maybe not so serious lah. but still it can kill!

hee~ then after that i went home and came online. yay!

oh. and we're going ot have a prom at fullerton hotel! so cool! and i'm sitting with the canoeist. hahaz! yupz. oh. maybe a lot of people are wondering why am i not sitting with joan they all. but then. it's not that i don't like joan they all or wad. is just that i'm closer to the canoeist than to my class. with the exception of joan xin yue and mei yin of course! yeapz. so after thinking through. i decided that if i were to sit with my class, i would probably spend the whole night looking over my shoulder to where the canoeist are sitting everytime i hear boon's distinct laughter. which will most probably be the whole night through. haha! so yeahz. sorry joan! but i hope everyone goes and we'll have fun!

ah ha. today is chong u's birthday! hahaz. i wished him and he sent me back a very nice sms. yay! hahaz, i was damn happy! coz i know at least i will always find a friend in him no matter how busy and irritating he is sometimes. hee~ but it's okay! i got a nice msg from him. which is so rare! coz i deleted all the last time msg when i changed my phone.

haiz. got lots of homework sia. no time to study! can feel the small bits and pieces and stress mounting. but it's okay! i'll find a way to get rid of them!

oh yay! my birthday is coming! haha. it's so fast! esther also says so. and she remembers that it was not long ago that i commented that it was 21 days to my birthday. now it's a week! haha, yupz! i'm so happy that everyone is going to celebrate it with me! coz it's vesak day wahaha. then monday is public holiday! maybe in recognition of my birthday so the government decided to make it a public holiday? hee. kidding! but anyway after my birthday is boon's! haha. yes. and i'm just happy that everyone celebrates my birthday for me. don't need expensive gifts or even presents. a simple card will do. =D coz i know how ti feels to be buying present. esp when you don't know wad to get. and it's the thought that counts afterall.

in short. i'm just glad for all the friendships that i've made!
haha. oh yah! did i mention? yesterday my pri sch friends and i were talking. then they were talking about secondary schools. and they said they didn't really like theirs. then i was curious coz back in our time it was quite a popular choice. then they say popular doesn't mean good. yeapz. haha, yeapz. and i'm glad i choosed mine with my heart. haha. the moment i passed by it i knew that was the school i wanted to go and i've never regreted it since. nopez! no regrets. not ever for the rest of my life!

Friday, May 13, 2005

haha, oh gosh. i know who the old man is! it's the cai fan uncle in our school canteen! wah biangz. scary sia. it just goes to show that i've not been paying much attention to my surroundings le. oh man. how sia~ it's like everything passes by all so blur to me. i hope i won't be so senile when i grow old =(

oh but you know how i know? coz that day i go buy cai fan. then the uncle suddenly said ah girl you that day don't recognise me le ah? then i huh! and i look up at him. coz i was looking at the food. wahaha. i didn't even realise that he's the old man.

hee. and i took my napfa le! woo! my 2.4 quite good for my kind of standard! wahz! so proud of myself! haha! but i must thank like the canoeist and my classmates who were very encouraging lah. thanx! jia you manz!

planned to wake up at 5 today to do some work. then i even ask kaixiong to wake me up coz he watching soccer. in the end both he and the alarm woke me up. but i went back to sleep. coz raining lehz! then so nice to sleep. but then still have to run 2.4. i thought can escape. but nvm lah.

3 more days.

yeahz! prom is coming! so excited! haha. aiyah. but today i was talking with ngiam and faeez. and both of them keep insisting that go prom must have prom date! argh! haha big meanies. then faeez say he thinks he have le coz his class got girls can ask and pair up. then he and ngiam both suan me lah. hee. if iw ant i also can have hor. =P but doesn't matter coz as long as everyone turns up for the prom it's going to be damn fun! so excited!

aiyah. that day maths lect i very tired then i rest my head on the table. and i got yawn. then i forgot to close mouth. esther say i very unglam. but i wasn't sleeping lehz. i only resting my head there. last time i sit at the back and do that nobody even pay attention to me. wahz. now i know sit in front so many people can see you. scary. and i spoiled my image lah. coz esther say yixin and joshua saw me yawn! oh no! how? die lah. haha. but i really very tired lah. aiyah nvm. maybe i yawn look quite cute.

dream** i want to! but you will never know! =D heehee

for keith! jia you! be it for napfa or studies or anything else! keep going! once you've passed the difficult stage then everything will hopefully be more smooth-sailing le! work hard together k!

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

it all started when..

"class, be sure to go to the lecture hall 10 minutes earlier hor. coz i'm lecturing."
" orhx okay. huhz! miss ang lecturing ah?! SHIT!"
"yes tricia? anything wrong?"
"oh no no, i very happy you lecturing.."
" good. later lecture i'm going to ask you question."
".... -shock shock horror horror stun stun-"

wahz~~~ fine lor. in the lecture she really ask. i thought she going to forget about it sia~ if i know i don't shit so loud. next time maths tutorial also cannot talk so much le. sian diao.

yay! anyway had napfa today! was quite happy with my results. not bad sia! first time sit and reach A! think shuttle run also A! but even if get B i also happy sia~ woo! yes! can't believe it! hee. wahz... then today yisheng and anand run damn fast for 2.4! anand came in first followed by yisheng. but anand choing the last round! power sia! then jiaqing came in 3rd! haha, but they all still cannot beat weiqiang's timing of 8.50! cool sia~

then after that in the canteen saw ngiam, then he was registering for the squash juniors championship or some sort. jia you sia!

then i went to see the sin seh again. shit lor. if i know i don't go see. he gave me like so many tablets to eat! wah kaoz. i hate eating tablets like anything. totally hate it like mad. how to swallow?! somemore got two packets. one must take 3 tablets after meal. super sian diao. 3 lehz! oh manz. how to go down my throat?!

then after that went to one food centre to eat. then i was walking suddenly when this old man keep looking at me. then i curious so i look back and frown. then he suddenly say, "girl ah, you don't recognise uncle liao ahz?" but he said it in mandarin lah. wahz. then i really stunned! then he turn to his wife don't know tell her wad. then they both stare at me. i too shock to say anything. then i huh? then i smile smile at them. then they exchanged this knowing smile with each other and walk away still smiling at me. gosh. and i still can't rmb who are they. but they look familiar lehz. wah die already. feel quite bad. like imagine one day you recognise your friend on the street then you so happy! but turns out they can't even rmb who you are. i think i'll be like damn sad or wad lah.

okay! now must go do tutorials. but i think i wanna read book first. ta~

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

hmmz. just realised maybe i'm a bit too harsh in my previous entries. okay. so maybe i don't really mean all i say. but just most of it. aiyah. i dont' know lah. just hope things will turn out better.

hahaz, anyway.. today cannot see mj play match against vj! damn. but then nvm lah. will have other chances. yeah and we lost to vj! oh no~ haha, maybe coz i never bring joan go there and cheer?

tmr is napfa! jia you manz! hope my arm will be more zheng qi! it hurts sia. maybe i should see the doc tmr after p.e. oh no~ i hope it gets better. really lah.

that day i had a dream! it was kinda silly but nice. haha, maybe i can have it again?

haha, yisheng says he thinks he's going to shave botak le lor. haha, no thanx to ng yen yong lah. see lah~ but still.. results haven't come out yet! so. yeah. =P
okay lah. esther, jia you for standing broad jump ah!

oh and i think kaixiong is angry with me! haha, coz i took real long to reply him online. oh no.. die. haha, kkz. must msg him now to ask. hope his not ahz..

Saturday, May 07, 2005

yes! that day was track and field meet! whee. saw so many people running! damn pro. and fine. yasin and joan both got sportsman and woman! happy for them lah! haha! but then a lot of people did quite well and ran quite fast too! ultimately winning isn't everything lah. at least when you run you know that your friends will comfirm be cheering for you! hahaz, and the mascots were damn funny lah. cheerleading stuff was great.

went to see mj vs sr soccer match that day at vj. kinda cool. but i was there barely ten minutes before it rained and the match was postpone. wah thanx lor. anyway i saw likeng norman ivana and my pri sch friend. cool huh. boon i got help you advertise your bithday to likeng hor. haha, such a nice friend right. yupz. norman was kinda surprised to see me. haha, and the whole vj soccer team like got no hair like that lor! all shave their heads.

and yeah!!!! liverpool won chelsea! yes! you'll never walk alone!

and got pasar malam coming my house! yay! good good good. maybe can buy jigsaw puzzle again! and got lots of good food to eat! so that when i'm hungry i can go down buy! just now after dinner i was still hungry but my house got nothing to eat lor. not even one piece of pathetic bread. gosh. how man..

some people just don't get it. it's like already one year and they can't set aside their differences. like what the hell lah. super childish. cry cry cry. of course crying is good. but crying too much is just too much too. dumb lah. like initially everybody starts out the same mahx. then how bonded do you want to feel?! like even in class i'm sure they have their own cliques and everything too wad. can't expect everyone in the class to be of one clique. so similarly, you also cannot expect everyone here to be one whole clique too. and furthermore all this while, nobody was ever mean to you all in some way or the other. then why are you all so bloody unhappy with us? i can't comprehend.

just think lah. even though where we come from maybe the same place, but doesn't mean we all knew each other beforehand. friendship is up to you to forge, to communicate and everything. we had to start out learning and everything just like you people also. so why will there be a difference when everything we do is almost the same and also when we both started out the same?! retarded sia. actually i not angry one lor. but the more i think the more unfair it is. somemore when YOUR tears keep flowing. they never seem to stop. sorry girl, crying doesn't garner much sympathy. if you have a problem, you should try to solve it instead of crying and crying. it doesn't help.

don't understand don't understand! why they keep picking on us. feel so cheated. somemore i got explain some stuff to this person. wah kaoz. then he act like he understand. perhaps he really did i will never know. then the next day can forget wad i said and shoot people back. i feel damn cheated. seriously whatever i told him is really how i feel from the bottom of my heart. then why today he come his face also so black! should have asked ron to punch him. i see already also not happy. not happy then don't come. come already show that type of face. don't understand. early in themorning somemore lor. super sian diao. what are you so unhappy about? how close you want us all to be?

indeed a school's culture and upbringing is very important. okay. maybe coz we all come from the same place then indefinitely will surely have some sort of bonding. perhaps they'll never understand. too bad for them then. i also don't want to share this type of nice feelings with my friends with them, bet they won't even appreciate.

haiya. don't care them. feel so much better after saying all that out. i guess it's not that i'm angry. i mean of course i'm angry coz they make so many people unhappy. but it's more of like i don't understand why all these can even happen? why it even start? yucks.

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

ahz. was suppose to go run today early in the morning. but i didn't. actually, i was suppose to run early in the morning yesterday too. but i didn't manage to.. ermz, complete the run? due to unforeseen circumstances. no. i didn't overslept. i was just well rested.

okay fine. so i did overslept. let's just leave it as it is.

anyway, i woke up and went to simpang to eat prata! yummy! went with bey esther hiang en and... phuy kun! wahz~ who would have expected phuy kun to come lor. haha, coz he say he shy to come out study with 4 pretty girls. sorry boon. if you had came, it would have been 5 pretty girls? but then since you never come, you just gave up that title. too bad! =P
hee. phuy kun you're one lucky fella! oh wells, anyway, it was quite fruitful coz i managed to complete my physics tutorial and some maths. but i forgot to bring my econs stuff! shit. now after blogging, i'll probably have to go get it done or miss quek will slap me with one full length essay again.

ahaha. something funny happened today. my cute cousin, candice ng sent me my first ever birthday greeting. well, if you count this year, she would have been the first to wish me happy birthday. but if you see it as last year, she'll probably be the last person ever to wish me happy 17th birthday. yeapz. but i bet that's coz she don't know my birthday. or rather she FORGOT. well, thanx to her, the rest of you will benefit from this, coz i'm only going to say it ONCE. my birthday is on the 22nd of MAY. yeapz. please remember this quite important date coz it was the day that a very special girl.. me! was born. wahaha. so happy! i bet all of you will be happy for me too! oh yes. don't have present nvm. most important must wish me. hor! and yah. no need buy so expensive present coz if we're going out to eat, then also need money mahx. so like the money can treat as giving me present le. okay. enough about the birthday crap lah.

i just finished my bottle of medicine. how?! coz my arm still hurts. it's definitely better. but still it hurts. argh. training how?! damn shitty lah. anyway, just saw a show just now. it was damn nice.

" because of me, you have to give up everything you've worked so hard for.
because of me, you have to start life anew again. is it alright?
because of me, you probably have to start living all over again. is it really alright?
because of me, you have to bear so much of all that is happening. is it really okay?"

" but because IT'S YOU. that's why everything's okay. and that's why everything's alright."

it's from this chinese show and i translated it. so it's not really that good a translation. but i really liked the last part. the because it's you part. awww.

and yes. the weather is killing. please do drink more water.

i wish i were right.

i wish on this night.

this feeling i can't explain,

nope! i'm not in pain.

but what if i was right?

maybe i should just go fly a kite.

so many maybes, wishes and what ifs,

i guess i just have to wait,

and watch the falling leaves.