YAY!!!!!! tricia teo has taken off her braces! heehee. now she has nice white beautiful teeth! plus her two dimples! the perfect combination of the century! yay!
haha, after paying so much for the metal stuff, i'm glad that it's over! i just have to collect my retainers! yupz.
anyway, after my dental appointment, was suppose to go out and meet joan and xin yue, but then if i go eat dinner with them, my mummy will have to eat dinner alone, so i couldn't go out with them.
then in the end my papa join us for dinner.. haha, then i needed to buy huiqing's present ah.. so i told them to go home first while i walk around tm to see see. oh then i actually got msg kaixiong to ask him to meet up with me today coz just nice i going out then he can return me some stuff.. but he didn't bring. haiyo. later next week i don't think i'm going out le, i want to mug then cannot meet up with him.. how to get my stuff back?! haha
oh and i saw norvin, sihui and shuana! haha, very funny and cute the three of them.
anyway later i ended up meeting kaixiong and we walked around tm and century. then we went mac to talk. haha, it's quite nice talking to him anyway.
haha, actually keith msg me ask me wanna have dinner notz.. ahz.. but due to some unforeseen circumstances... sorry keith!!! next time!
haiya. tmr is meet the parents session. okay lor. bet my mummy has lots of things to say about me. haha, i told kaixiong my mummy going to complain lots. then he say i thought meet the parents session is teacher complain to parents? i mean yah lah. but my mummy is.. weird? ahz. anyway, i'm a good girl.
hee. anyway i wanna watch show le lah. goodnight~
tricia was here! she has no more braces! goodbye!
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ooh.. just now while browsing some photos which i downloaded from my camera, i found! a picture of my boat with the sr boat! damn shit lah. haha, but nevertheless, i shall move on with my life.
haha, but any-oh-how, i'm getting better!
i think the germs got tired of me. well, so am i. i'm getting tired of them too!
i have meet-the-parents session this sat. do you think they'll serve tea? i like mine with milk. shall go ask miss ang.
ohz! i had a sad dream yesterday.
i don't know why i can't remember anything about it now.. but it was really sad and i don't know if i cried. but i haven't cried for a long time.
will i forget how to cry?
anyway, today in class i said something i shouldn't really have. but then it came out of my mouth just like that lah. actually, i didn't really think it was funny ah, but then xin yue they all burst out in laughter. it goes along the lines of this:
girl C : miss huda, i'm not feeling well, can you please help me sign the early form so i can go home and rest?
miss huda : sure, go home and take care. drink more water.
girl C leaves the scene. (oh, btw, miss huda is our nice gp tutor)
a lot a lot of murmurings behind by the guys who were complaining that she always takes early leave even though she's perfectly fine.
okay, now it's me : miss huda!
miss huda : yes tricia?
me : how come you let her go home? but she always takes early leave!
xin yue then bursts out in very loud laughter followed by joan.
i'm just so amused. till now, i didn't think there was anything wrong with me asking wad i asked.
kaoz. but not i want to say her. before gp was maths lect. and i saw her like waving very excitedly to her friend to go take early leave with her. then she comes in class looking so pale and sick. like what the hell. damn fake sia. i guess if i didn't see her so well and healthy looking earlier on, i wouldn't have said that. but i saw. so too bad. and miss huda is a nice teacher. she seldom scolds us.
the truth comes when you least want to know it.
it sticks to you like how my germs stick to me.
words and words that were said cannot be retracted.
actions carried out cannot be rewinded.
i wish and i wish i didn't let it happen.
i wish and wish life could be so simple and happy.
but how do i tell you now.. that it was a stupid mistake on my part?
how do i tell you now.. that i just wanna be friends?
how do i tell you now.. when you're so afraid of me?
i give up!
i don't want anything.
i just want my wan yuan back.
i just want my zir zir back.
i want to be in 4/7 with shir and zir.
i want hcl classes with bey they all.
i want tuition with kenneth thia and xinni.
but it's okay. i still have the many friends i made in mj. haha, perhaps when i go uni, i'll look back and think how much i miss the happy times i had in mj.
tricia vented her fustrations. she needs to mug real hard now! tricia is tricia once again.
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oh no. after maintaining a clean sheet of record for almost 6 years!!! i took early leave today! for the first time sia. i never thought i would become so sick that i have to end up leaving school early. hmph. quite irritating ahz. but theni think i got no choice ahz. i keep coughing like mad. later pass the germs to others i'll feel worse.
anyway today bryan went up to read the canoeing speech for the july nationals.
ah.. not very well done ahz. but i shall not elaborate, coz afterall it's his first time.
anyway, i think i have lots of work to catch up since i missed school for 3 days last week, and being sick this week didn't exactly leave me the chance to make up for that loss. it just made it worse. =(
sometimes no matter how much effort and hard work you give onto others. doesn't necessary mean they'll give you back wad you unselfishly gave out.
sometimes they don't even know.
but then why can't they do the same?
wad's so wrong. i can't understand.
surely there must some self-awareness somewhere. hrrmphz.
don't care le. i also don't know wad i talking. shall not read to much into it.
but it doesn't mean it is not affecting me.
tricia is mad. no, it's not her. it's her germs! please ask them to go away. tricia left!
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red alert red alert!! germs in the way!!!
will someone please help me get rid of the stupid germs that's infesting my body and that's impeding the bright future this girl has!!
i can't think properly without feeling groggy! and i have stupid headaches. and taking the medicine doesn't make it any better. if it does, it wouldn't have gone up to 38.9 deg. argh.
anywayz. being sick sucks. the medicine would be okay if it wasn't tablets! with so advance technology, why can't the doctors create some LIQUID fever medicine. i can't swallow the damn tablets. it just gags my throat up! so there!
oh but anyway, thanx for the concern my friends!! hee. =D
it just makes feeling sick so much better.
she said: " hate = love gone sour "
i said: "love = hate gone sweet "
tricia was here. she was sick. and she left still feeling sick!
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today was a day of relaxation for me at sentosa. the j2 and j1 canoeist decided to go sentosa after competition. but sadly, due to unforeseen circumstances such as some of us having to go college day, and some of us not feeling well, and some of us.. well, just busy, we ended up with only about.. 13 people?
they are me esther shir, weiqiang ronald jiaqing mushin phuy kun benjy dharma bryan jonathan weikang and raymond. haha, but nevertheless it was a very fun day!! we swam, we played soccer and we play beach volleyball! haha, took some photos.. maybe shall post them up some other time bahx..
oh, and before we went to meet at harbourfront mrt, i was suppose to meet esther ng yen yong.. and she was late! aiyoz~ always need people to wait for her de. okay lah.. cannot blame her. maybe her eyes too small cannot see the time properly?! heehee.
back to sentosa! stupid ronald keep pulling my leg from under water. okay lor. so maybe he can swim quite good. big deal. no lah, actually he swims like a fish! swim fast and powerful!
oh, then when we play volleyball, i accidently hurt my wrists! pain! then later play soccer i kick jiaqing leg while trying my utmost to tackle the ball away from him! instead, my toe hurt but he didn't even feel any pain. but then the j1 guys were damn sporty! we play wad they also join in! so fun!
then.. even though it wasn't exactly a verys unny coz it kept raining at intervals, i still had sunburnt! and so did esther! haha, then she wear those very bareback kinda clothes. don't know call wad. so from behind can see three colours!
oh and i met joan at sentosa coz she need to pass me my homework. then since i going there and she going to run there so we meet there. then her friend lost their locker key! haha, so i thought it was fated for me not to do my work.. but in the end they found the key and shit. i got all my homework. and i realised that i missed out on tons of stuff.
don't worry! i guess.. i can catch up!
i will and i must.
anyway i'm tired..
tricia left. she's burnt. she's tired.
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today is the finals for interschool nationals canoeing championship. sounds grand huh. yet at the same time it also means that my life with canoeing has officially ended. anyway, kudos to jac for coming in 2nd for the k1 1000m race! i'm so proud of her!!
she beat the nj people hands down and that's no easy feat! although she didn't get first, nevertheless, she has really trained hard!
ronald and jerry came in 4th! they lost by a mere few cm sia! i feel so unfair for them! they were pit against the advantage kayaks! i bet if we had one, they probably could come in 3rd and above! but who ask our school poor. but then again. they have really trained hard these past few months and they really deserved more than just a 4th! but i'm also proud of them!
heh. then after that the usual canoeing gang went to eat sakae sushi at heeren there. haha, we ate the buffet for like 3 whole hours! it was really a well spent 16 bucks on the buffet. was damn full!
i know i shouldn't still be brooding over certain things. but i guess i still need some time to pick myself up again. don't bother asking me with the don't think too much stuff and the are you okay questions. i guess it's something i have to think through myself, get an answer before i can move on. i guess i've been taking things too lightly such that when failure comes, it hits me real bad.
anyway sorry faeez! haha, really! i guess i sounded a little too direct or crude in my smses.. but i wasn't thinking properly at that time coz i just woke up.. yeahz. anyway, sorry! and i didn't insult sr lah. i mean, not really. but i just don't really like them now. ahz. you must be there at that moment to understand how i feel. anyway, different people have different feelings about different stuff and things.
i guess i shall end here. i have many disorganised thoughts and feelings. so hard to pen them down! but anyway.. yupz. going sentosa tmr with the canoeists! shall fully and thoroughly enjoy myself, before going plunging back into the stressful lifestyle that is slowly but surely beckoning to me.
tricia is lost in thoughts! she must pick herself up where she fell.. all she needs is time. tricia left!
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today was the second day of competition. i guess i was feeling much much better than yesterday.. but still when i reached macritchie my mind kept going back to the scene yesterday where i lost. and i felt sad again. =(
i hope this sadness won't last long!
haha, but still, i cheered for bey and boon as well as the others!
but!!! the stupid sr pair that i lost to yesterday today damn fast lah. think maybe they yesterday not on form or something. kaoz. then they got into finals lor. i can't believe it manz. i was kinda hoping they would cap. then after they got in finals le then the girl cry. for wad sia. if it's me i surely jump for joy le. argh. girls.
anyway tmr is finals. and we're going down to cheer them on. jia you bahx.
okay, i shall not talk about canoeing le. only makes me think about it. but i shall get over it! it's just a stupid minor setback in life.
okay. on a brighter note, thanx to everyone who has comforted me some way or the other. =) i'm very touched!! you're all so nice to me that i feel so pampered. haha, thanx!!
oh anyway, just a little update. before competition i went to eat pasta mania with kaixiong to store carbo.. then he made me wait for him for so long. then when i was waiting for him in school, i saw keith! he went to meet joycelyn at the bus stop and they two keep asking me go church! haha, but i'll feel so out of place if i go.
okay anyway, faeez came along, then both he and keith gang up to take my bag!! and keith koh carried my bag and run! haha, damn funny sia. then they took it to the netball court where yisheng they all playing soccer. aiyoz. kids these days.
okay, then back to me and kaixiong. after eating pasta we went to walk the pasar malam! then i help faeez buy the liverpool band which is damn nice! and kaixiong took my band to wear! then he forgot to give it back to me when we went home. see. now i don't have my band! and he's an arsenal fan lah.
then.. oh yah! a lot of people wish me luck. thanx guys! it's very motivating and touching. hee. =)
okay, enough for today.. tmr going to eat big feast with the canoeist!!! forget everything!!! yay!
tricia signs off! she's gone! she says goodbye!
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i lost. =( i didn't get into semis.
the feeling of defeat sucks. the feeling of not knowing why sucks. was it not my best? was it not my all? why can't i get in?
was i not fast enough? why didn't i push myself more? why can't that boat cap?
i don't understand...
but i wanted so much to get to semis..
ahhh. =(
it's so hard to pretend everything's okay when it's not! it's like this thing that's bothering you no matter how much you try to ignore it. maybe i can't accept the fact that i lost or that i'm not good enough. i don't know.
i think of my trainings, and i think of how sr went through the buoy.. and it just doesn't add up.
haha, anyway bey, sorry i lied. i didn't speak to my mummy on the phone this afternoon. i just needed some time on my own alone. that's why i went off somewhere and you all couldn't find me. sorry ya..
anyway this feeling sucks. feel so battered and bruised.
=(
anyway i guess i just need to let out my feelings.. please. no tags about me having tried my best and that's all that matters. apparantly me having tried my best and it's okay, is only applicable to a certain extent. if you care, thanx, but i'm fine. please don't tell me to cheer up too. i will. but not now.
i just need some time.
the worse part is when i came home, and my mummy told me miss ang called her coz of my grades. and that she had to go for meet the parents session. so i said okay yeah i know. then i went to bathe. and after i came out, she was telling my sister that my teacher called about my bad grades. okay fine. then she started telling my sis that how i had so many trainings that's why my grades like that. wah laoz.
i bet she did it on purpose. i was out of the bathroom and walking to my room le. then she tell me say it's good now i have no more trainings le. whole day keep canoeing. no wonder grades like so bad. kaoz.
so insensitive. fine if you don't come support. fine if you don't give me your support, grades ain't everything. i feel like flunking everything for my prelims just to make you sad. i'm feeling so down and you throw this right smack in my face. whatever. to hell with it ya. so you think i'm not upset with my grades? wad do you know. i don't show it doesn't mean i don't care. doesn't mean i'm not upset. and you couldn't have picked a better time to say it. why can't you wait till fri or sat? but not today. not when i'm upset. it just adds on to the hurt. insensitive.
haha, and i know wad nazir will say if i tell him all this. he'll just say to f*** with everything lah. and i'll probably laugh.
tricia was here. she ranted. she raved. she felt better.
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tmr is the day of my competition! jia you manz!!
i must push on.
i must perservere.
i must not give up!
i can do it!
i must ensure that the boat is stable!
i must look out for the direction as well!
i must burst at the last part and i will!
i want to go semis.
and i can do it! coz i have the support of my friends!! thank you everybody!!! i'll bear in mind your support that will definitely inspire and motivate me the whole way through!
jia you tricia! jia you everybody!
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oh no.. i wish and i wish that the week wouldn't arrive so soon. haha, so nerve-wrecking!
competition is drawing nearer and nearer to me! but i can't run away. scared sia!
gosh. 2 more days? okay.. maybe one more day and counting..
i need to calm down! keep thinking of the competition scene and calm down! i think if i keep thinking and thinking.. i will start to get sian of the scene, and it will be no sweat! i hope.
aaahhhh. all the best tricia!
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today, the 17th of july 2005, commemorates the last training for meridian junior college pioneer batch of canoeist! that's us! the j2s! haha, kinda sad.. actually today after training i haven't thought of it yet.. then suddenly chongzheng came up to me and say eh, today last sea training le lehz. sad a not? then i oh yah hor. haha and told him not to miss me. typical me huhz.
but hey! today is last training le! no more after training outings and lunch! no more crapping in the train on the way home. no more macritchie. no more canoeing. no more j1s to bully! no more j1s to crap with.
haha, but it's okay.. with the competition drawing near, it's all we need to focus on for now. and we decided to go eat sakae after finals on friday!! whee! so happy. i must bring camera.
ayez. i'm so tired today and yesterday. tmr got econs lecture so early in the damn morning. feel like ponning it sia. but then knowing miss quek. if she ever found out i pon, i'm going to write another full length essay.
haha, friends can't stay angry at each other for long can they? esther jia you! i'm sure we'll be back to the good old times we always have had!
tmr is my longest day. so many things i need to do. i think i'm tired. think i got headache! haha how?! hmmz.. but still have to complete my work. hang in there manz!
2 more days and counting...
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yay! tampines mall got pasar malam!! hee. then my papa bought me the liverpool bedsheet i've always wanted!!! yay yay!! it comes with pillow case and bolster case too! i'm so happy! then i bought a liverpool wristband which i think i'm going to hang on my bag! yay!!!
then then the pasar malam got my favourite snow ice!!! of course i ask my mummy buy for me! and i ordered my favourite flavour! milk ice!! ( actually it's the only flavour that i tried and since i love it so din bother to try other flavours le)
mmm.. yummy!!
then i want to buy jigsaw puzzle!!! coz there's this 1000 piece and is michael owen de! then got one more is slam dunk one!! and it's 3 for 12 bucks. the last pasar malam sold 3 for ten bucks. but then i like buy so many things le.. so didn't. but i will go back and buy someday somehow!!
oh when i met my mummy they all for dinner.. my auntie bought me the good charlotte cd for me! haha, influenced by lim the bey yan lah. yay!
oh!! and my other auntie bought the rain cd last week!! yay! then since she buy so must let her listen the songs first then she lend me! rain's my new korean idol!! he's superduper cute~! so i got.. 1 +1 = 2! cds to listen to! hee. feel so pampered.
then today during canoeing haha, i saw the cute raffles jc canoeist! actually i always see him during trainings ahz. and thus, i decided to confer the title of my eye candy on him! he's cute and handsome ahz. but too bad he's kinda short.. and i prefer taller guys. haha, but anyway he has a gf le! darn. haha, just kidding! but heard his gf damn smart. so i think they very compatible! but i want to watch him when he races next wed!
ohz.. aiyah. just read esther's blog. i've just realised that today is really the last saturday that all the canoeist go and eat lunch after training. gosh. i'm really gonna miss having lunch with them every saturday. there'll always be plenty to talk, laugh and joke about! =(
and and training recently is not very good!!! i feel so slow. like i'm not flying on the water! i'm not accelerating fast enough. feel as if my competitors will catch up with me anytime! oh manz. where has all that speed gone to?!
hahaz, somemore heard from boon today that jerry thinks our girls team is not good. okay.. maybe that is so.. but we really train hard! i don't really want a medal, i just wanna do my best.
think competition coming le.. it's so stressful! i can't cope with my studies now. and work is piling. i feel scared. i feel anxious. i feel worried. and i feel tired. i feel like crying! haha, oh no. everything is taking a toll on me.
but then again, i feel happy! hee. coz i've got nice friends and family to help me! i guess the stress and everything is just some obstacles that i will have to face to in my life. i'm growing up!! yay!
i wanna change phone!! damn. i just knew i shouldn't have bought that samsung phone that i'm using now. see. now i can't even remember the model. and now i want the samsung 720c! ah. haha, how?! i don't care. i comfirm wanna get it. hmmz. if i get it. i won't be changing my phone for a long time le. nvm. shall wait for the price to drop first.
argh. and i haven't watch initial d with keith and yisheng. i think yisheng's not very keen on it. haha, coz keith say he now like to sing k-box! very funny! haha, so maybe shall watch with keith? but when i find the time then say ahz.
alrightz! 3 more days and counting...
tricia panics! she's cool. and she leaves!
oh! i like this song lyrics a lot a lot a lot!
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today, i forgot to bring my house keys. and it was raining. and i was tired. and i needed to go toilet. so dumb of me sia. lucky my sister at tampines mall so i ask her to come back. then i could come home. gosh. the trouble one set of keys can cause.
and that's not all. when we came home at about 5 plus? my sister went to use the com. to do wad? to play maple story. okay nvm. she played from 5 plus till 8, had dinner then played again. and she played until 10!!! wah kaoz. i ask her to let me use the com she don't want. she not even doing work lor. she's just playing the stupid game. and she has been playing it for so long!! and she simply refuses to let me use the com.
i swear if she does that again i'm going to delete the bloody game on the com. i bet after she use finish the com she surely use the phone and chat very long.
and she kena scolding coz her hp bill so high. good. that should wake up her up. coz i'm so irritated now.
anyway today is really not a good day sia.
during econs lecture today we didn't do the essay outlines that we were going through, so that pissed miss quek off coz she said we should have done it and our whole class didn't do it except for one person and no it's not james but chung han. yes. so how?
kena slapped with another full length essay lor. and this time we had to complete it within 45 minutes. argh! so, trying to look on the bright side, i guess my econs essay can be improved le.
and my room has so many mosquitoes. i think coz it's raining. i killed two in my room ready lor! stupid bloodsuckers.
haha, but anyway glad that joan's back in school today! haha, but then i was tired and she was tired coz she had competition yesterday and i had training. so we were lying on the table during lessons. then miss wong thought we were lazing around or something and she called "tricia and joan!" like 3 times throughout the whole period. but we weren't slacking!
i mean, even though our heads were on the table. we were paying attention! serious!
hmmz.. a few more days to go. i'm trying to conjure up the image of the starting of the competition in my mind. for the whole week i've been doing that le. i hope it eases my anxiety when the actual thing comes. but it's not easy! jia you manz.
4 more days to go and counting...
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whee! steven gerrard scored a hat trick! so happy for him!
and today we had like almost 4 periods of maths!! gosh, so saturated. then went training then did a bit of work.
today joan not here yasin keep bullying me. i must complain! he keep telling xin yue to punch me during maths lecture coz i was lying on the table. stupid dumb dumb. and that xin yue ah! don't know for whatever the hell reason go and listen to him. disturb people only sia. and i wasn't even sleeping.
then later p.e run the stupid shuttle run which out of the whole napfa test was the station i most dislike. xin yue run faster than me then he also must come and disturb.
" eh xin yue run faster than you, you know?! you canoeist lehz lose to her. "
canoeist means run faster ah? is paddle faster lor! you die. tmr i must tell joan. maths already like that still don't wanna pay attention during lecture.
eh. then again. i think today kena suan by a lot of people.
just now after training then i saw yixin. then he ask me why i keep walking about then never run! he don't believe me that i run le lor! how can!
(and i tell you a secret. nyy never even run.)
hee. okay! i think today is quite a good day. except that maybe joan today never come. keep up the good mood!
6 days and counting...
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yay! i got an O for physics! haha, nothing to be proud of.. but.. considering the fact that i didn't really study for it.. yeahz. a least i got two Os and one F. so not that bad.. right?
today's training was horrible! timing so slow. but then as long as competition not like that can le. hee. scary ahz. really really hope to go semis! i can do it!
tmr is joan's 4 x 400 relay. jia you!!
today is qin wei's birthday! happy happy birthday!
haha, i think my partner very ke lian coz i always say her. esp when timing not good. but then nobody to shout at me behind mahx. but i also got reflect on myself de hor. haha, nvm, a few more days only!
haha, and hue kaixiong cannot come watch me compete on wednesday! he's such a pig. but that's coz he say he got school. so i shall be kind and forgive him. hmmz.. maybe i should go out eat lunch with him on friday. should i? haha, see how bahx.
yeapz.. today is really a fufilling day. actually, i think everyday is. yeahz. so i will not complain le. as long as nothing goes wrong in a day, it is a happy day!
7 more days and counting...
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i got an O and an F so far. left one more physics paper 3 to help me score either an E, O or F. but then again, since i need to score like half the marks of the entire paper 3, which is 55 out of 110 to get an E, i think i'll either get an O or F. this sucks.
it was raining today! and i ran in the rain! like running in the rain. so cooling. but joan doesn't. coz she says the rain keeps getting into her eyes. haha, yupz! anyway, i hope my econs essay is improving.. while my mcqs are like shit. oh well, you gain some you lose some. but i'll try my best!!
haha, today i stayed back in school to study for a while.. as usual i was stuck with estehr bey yan and johnson. haha, then dharma stayed back also. aiyo so poor thing. i think he was truamatised by us sia. haha
and i saw ngiam!! hee. doing his gpp. so poor thing.
haha, and thanx to anon and sonicx for tagging me. though i don't know who the both of you are, thanx anyway! hey! maybe sonicx = anon ? or anon = sonicx ? haha. i think i'm quite smart. =D
7 more days and counting...
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8 more days and counting...
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i think i today very guai! haha, i come home from training theni never sleep lehz! i went to do my homework sia~ but then the maths took me so long to do. was waiting for my mummy to buy dinner back.
haha, i think i blog a while then going to go sleep le. must get some rest.
hmmz.. just want to say that, my previous entry about gaining something anf losing something.. the person i mentioned who is always busy when coming online, is not yisheng lah. don't know why so many people think so. yupz. so don't ask le. if i meant to say, i would have written the name down.
yeapz.. tricia says goodnight!
oh!!! and steven gerrard is staying on in liverpool!! till 2009! cool!! i'm so happy!
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i think the sun is like damn hot nowadays sia. today it was terrible! usually when we get to macritchie at about 8, it wouldn't be that strong.. but today it was already shining hard. by the time we finish training.. we're all burnt like don't know wad.
training today was... okay bahx. we clock the fastest timing of 10.50! although it's only 2 seconds faster than the last fastest timing but still i'm happy! haha, but after that don't know why my right side suddenly felt numb. like no matter how much i force it to pull also cannot. then our 1 x 2 k later on not very good.
and even though we clock the fastest timing yet so far.. ang hiang en always go wrong direction!!! we from 2nd lane go until don't have lane!!!! will disqualified de lor! haiyo.
yay! the new canoeing jersey for the j1s have come!! haha, now we look more like a team wearing the same jerseys! so happy for them!
haha, and the canoeist say after competition wanna have picnic at east coast park! so exciting!
anyway, going off le lah. must do my hoemwork sia. or i'll never be able to catch up.
tmr got training! hopefully the sun won't be so hot! my ah mah say i look like a indian girl le lor. somemore sunday used to be my slacking day.. now cannot le.. jerry king lah. say must reach there by 8 tmr. there goes my sleep.
11 more days and counting..
tricia was here! hee.
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this few days have not been good! i'm always feeling very tired. be it in class or during lectures. just feel so tired manz. don't even feel like talking. haha, sorry joan! i think she today keep talking but i was not really paying attention lah. coz was feeling tired. gosh. one more week manz. jia you~!
i think this week i feeling damn lousy. so tired. results suck. and i'm always grumpy when i've had not enough sleep. yeapz. but nvm. at least i'm comforted by the fact that i'm not the only one suffering! haha, i mean as in, i know that the other canoeist are not having it easy either.
wahz. esther say she wanna start mugging after this week le. haha, okay. i shall start after competition. coz i haven't even got back all my results back. when i get back then say ahz. ayez. surely never do well. but.. i guess i'm going to have to work hard!
esther jia you hor! i really hope you get into finals too! i also want! but for me, if i go semis, i already damn happy le!
haha, and she say initial d is nice! gosh. feel so bad. i'm suppose to watch with keith and yisheng. but then the whole week i have training. then watch on weekends very expensive, i also don't want. they also. then because of me all can't watch. later not showing le how?!
anyway i took a nap just now! so nice sia! i'm going to sleep soon. i need to make up for all my lost sleep this week! oh anyway, sorry keith and yisheng!! really!
12 more days and counting..
tricia was here!
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2:20 PM
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=( the teachers are so mean. they're giving us so much work like nobody's business! die. i;m never gonna finish everything with all that work and all the trainings! haha how?! don't care lah. just try my best. and i slept today during maths lesson! lucky miss ang never see sia. haha, but amin was nice! he saw that i was very tired then he offered to present the maths question that we were working on. thanx amin! haha, feel so pampered.
i must complete my econs essay le lah. today miss quek and miss huda both got course then they never come. so i don't have econs and gp lesson. but even though they never come, they certainly made their presence felt by giving us somuch work. which i didn't do. coz i was doing maths homework which i didn't complete yesterday. i think my work is piling up.
yay! tmr having a one day break from training! then sat train sun train mon train tues train wed train thurs train. fri i not sure ahz. cool huh.
haha, kaixiong ask me go play pool! very long never go le. and tmr i dismiss at 12.30.. very tempting ah.. haha, but don't know if keith they all wanna go not. keith lah. got some chem remedial stuff at 5. the timing so not here not there one.
i think.. my mcqs are not very good. i fail both physics and econs mcq! wah kaoz. damn jialat. you think i can rely on my struture and essay? hmm.. can wish only.
hand very suan. must go do homework le lah. hopefully i'll be back!
tricia was here and she left! 13 more days and counting...
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12:24 PM
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tmr have training again! gosh. just went to the gym just now for training. haha, but anyway, shall not complain. better to train more now then regret not training hard enough when the time comes. and maths lecture today was superduperultraextraordinary bo-ring. to the extent that i had to walk a fairly long way to the toilet just to ease my boredom. gosh. let him faster teach and get it over and done with. but quite paiseh to be walking up the aisle just to go toilet and everyone is looking at you. so i kept my head down even though i was VERY tempted to look up and wave to everyone i knew. my calculator is spoilt!! so irritating. want to end jc life le then it makes itself spoilt! but nvm! better now then during a levels. that'll be like hell.
ah yes. the teachers are all discreetly hinting to us ourmakrs or happily giving out our test scripts and berating us on our mistakes. oh well. if we didn't do well.. guess we do deserve it do we? hell no. not really.. but, maybe just to a small extent. try harder next time bahx!
my results? i failed my econs mcq. i got 14! not out of 20 and lucky not out of 40. out of 30. so shit. i didn't expect to fail mcq. it's like, coz the answer is right in front of you? with the answer staring right smack in your face, how to fail?! but i did. so.. whatever. but guess i am proud of my gp score. english used to be my best subject from primary sch onwards. but it sort of deterioriate after i took higher mother tongue.
anyway, physics mcq doesn't look that great either. hope for the best.
haha, why is it you're always busy when you come online? have the feeling that you're sort of trying to avoid me. is it coz you think i'm irritating? haiz. this sucks. maybe i am irritating sometimes. or maybe not. or maybe you just don't know me well enough. sometimes you're kinda nice.. sometimes you act so indifferent. ahz. don't know le lah. don't wanna know.
sometimes i feel that, when i gain something, i lose something as well. it's just like the balance of things? perhaps to gain equilibrium? but i don't want to gain something and lose something as well. it's like my timings have improved for canoeing, but my grades have not been very well. that's a gain and a lost. even in my grades, i got quite a good score for gp, but my econs totally sux like anything. i got to know more friends, but i end up not keeping touch with the old ones. and this sucks more. i wanted to know you better, but ended up knowing more of your friends but not you. but as i told xin yue joan and meiyin this.. they also said out what they have lost and not gain, and why they sort of disagree with me. haha, and actually.. they're quite right.
hmmz.. thinking about it, i'm already a very lucky girl. there are people who are far far worse off than me. people who lose a lot just to gain something simple. shall not complain anymore.
oh yah see. i lose my calculator, but i gained the reason for not being able to do my physics tutorial. how do i do it without the proper calculator?!
life.. all i ever wanted was something so simple.. yet my something so simple, was simply unattainable.
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2:11 PM
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i think my com's kinda cocked up. i have to reformat it. which means. all the nice nice photos i have is gone. which means, all the nice nice songs i have are gone! thank god for my mp3 player. well.. nvm bahx. at least i still get to come online.
anyway today is youth day!! and guess wad?! i had training! haha, not that i'm complaining.. competiton drawing nearer and nearer ahz.. so just have to bear with it for about 3 more weeks. intense training sia!
was suppose to go watch initial d with keith koh lah. coz he say yisheng they all don't wanna watch and almost everyone has watched. and since i wanted to watch, we decided to go together. but then today have training and it ended like quite late. so keith decided to go k-box with yisheng and one other friend. now i can't watch initial d! and more new movies are coming up!!! now got war of the worlds which everyone says is nice! i think it's quite not bad. coz i watched minority report which was acted by tom cruise too! and it's real cool~ but then again. i bet i'll be having training like almost everyday.. so.. wait and see bahx.
i must go to school like a few hours later. haiz. can't believe it sia. so fast no more holidays! and it wasn't even like a holiday for me. but nevertheless, i did have some sort of fun throughout the holidays.
oh and today after training! we went to eat pizza!!! haha, so cute! 10 of us me shi bey esther boon jiaqing weiqiang ronald benjy and pk went plaza sing eat! mmm.. haha, and it was so nice and cosy! then after that me bey and esther went tm to accompany etsher wait for her mummy. as usual, esther ng yen yong had the pleasure of enjoying my company.. haiz.. she's one lucky girl manz..
haha, and bey yan keeps thinking that she's very smart just coz she understands war of the worlds. oh well.. kids these days. and rain is a korean singer and actor. he's damn cute!!! haha, my idol! he's humorous and funny ahz. that's why i like him. thinking of buying his cd. but it's 22.90!! gosh. see how ahz.
alrightz. i'm tired! yesterday toss and turn but cannot sleep well! going to bed now. hee.
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3:59 PM
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it is always late at night when everything is quiet, and the stillness and quietness in the air envelopes you and gives you a sense of peace, to be able to think with clarity and organise your thoughts. and the best part of it all is that there's absolutely no one to disturb you, except for the occassional scoldings from my papa to ask me to sleep early. eeeeww. scary.
yasin you idiot! i didn't realised you had me linked in your blog! link under wad? tricia teo chee hean. now read my words. ha. ha. not funny at all. you die. i going to complain to my joan k. just because i owe you like one packet of tasty biscuits. i'm going to call you S-11 when i link you to my blog k. you just see.
i actually didn't wanna blog. not now. not today, but maybe later in the day. but then after i logged off my com. i realised that i had absolutely nothing to do! didn't feel like watching television nor chatting online. coz i was slouching in my chair and that position makes me feel damn lazy. so i came online again. life after mid years huh.
training was okay today.. i guess it's been like 2 weeks since we last trained?! haha, and almost all the usual schools in nationals have moved down to macritchie ready. yeahz. tensed huh. it's like everyone's preparing for some big battle. anywayz after training, me and esther suppose to go meet bey yan (who didn't come for training), so we told weiqiang we going bugis to eat. then he say okay lor! haha, so all of us went! (all of us = weiqiang jiaqing johnson phuy kun benjamin ronald me esther shirley) then muhsin chileed jonathan chongzheng bryan came along on the bus ride to bugis coz i think they also wanted to eat there, so it was like almost the whoel canoeing team were on that 980 bus to bugis! cool huhz. but after that we got separated and only the usual gang which consisted of us the girls and weiqiang they all went to eat pasta mania.
haha, and after that ronald was like complaining that we came all the way bugis to eat pasta mania when dhoby ghuat has one! coz it's more convenient for him and pk to go home. and he didnt know we wanna shop too! anyway after that left me bey weiqiang and jiaqing whoi went shopping.
i bought a shirt! yay! shall wear it out someday. but it's weird coz i was trying it on and weiqiang and jiaqing were like standing around and waiting for me. but it's fun! seldom do you get comments from guys about the things you wear. oh and there's this stupid food fest thingy at bugis which makes the whole shopping centre super crowded and squeezy! so hard to walk. and we got tired of walking all the time. so we decided to find a place and rest. haha, and we did lots of stupid stuff, the most ridiculous one being the one where we took ages to ponder over the menu and decided to order a bao for each of ourselves and a cheese toast to be shared. like so pathetic? haha, but who cares. who ask them sell their drinks so expensive. then after that we went rockery to drink my favourite bubbletea! and we walk talk shop and play somemore! haha, so fun sia!
then about evening me esther and bey went tm to further walk and look for present then they accompany me eat dinner and we talk for soo soo long! haha! so fun!! i think it's nice to have some girl to girl talks from time to time coz it eases the stress and tension you face in school and it helps bring you closer together. haha, esther was damn happy she got to spend almost 13 hours with me lah. from morning training until evening. think she tonight cannot sleep ahz.
then come home slack. don't know wad to do sia. want to fix jigsaw puzzle. but i guess not. maybe i should start pasting my sticker collections.
aiyah!!! one more thing. haha, for the next two to three weeks i'm gonna be like chao busy or something. firstly the timetable is bloody long. secondly i have lots of training! omg!
monday youth day i thought wanna watch initial d or a lot like love also cannot coz got training.. so maybe after training? then tuesday after school training. wed training. thursday self-training, fri not sure. sat training. and sunday have training but it's optional. but then i think i'll still go.
and i saw rain's cd! it costs 22.90 coz it's imported and newly released! manz. so tempting to buy. but i shall wait till the price drops! and i got sunburnt! for too long we have not been training le. haha. anyway i'm sleepy..
nightz tricia!
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4:36 AM
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oh yah.. actually on the way home on on the train we saw michelle and at bugis we saw shir's cousin who happens to be my primary school friend and we took the train home together. oh and at bugis, we saw dajie at her shop! haha, she was sleeping lor! then we go frighten her! yeapz.. and she's so funny lah.. but she's nice..
ohz.. haha, anon! at first i thought i had an inkling of who you were.. then i think i was wrong. as in i guessed that you were this someone i know coz your style of typing is somewhat similar.. but then again i don't think you're that person lah. so anyways. just to mention it. haha
alrightz~! goodnight and sweet dreams!
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3:37 PM
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wahz. today came to school for a one hour paper only which starts at 2.30 and ends at 3.30!!! lame timetable! but it'sokay.. as usual.. i went to school earlier to study.. went about 10 plus like that? then joan came and joined me at about 11 plus. anyway yay! glad that it's finally over..
but then again.. once it's over.. i'll bet i'll be having intense training over the first two weeks of july!! gosh.. wish me luck ya.. guess i'll be sleeping in class on mondays.
oh, and i saw my cousin yesterday and she told me that her floorball competitions tarts on 4th july! and joan one starts on next friday? fast huhz.. i think it's scary.. i can't imagine how it would be like for me. i'll be panicking like the week before competition.
i went out with xin yue meiyin and joan... and hiang en. extra ahz. haha, coz her class girls pang seh her then she have no choice but to go out with us. we went bugis to shop and i bought 3 packets of cute cute stickers! coz they were selling it for one for 1.50 but 3 for 3 bucks. the lady offered to let me have 4 packets for 4 bucks ahz.. haha so nice! i was tempted... but i just got 3 anyway. then we went to shop and i saw a shirt i like. probably going to buy it tmr. i hope. then we met miss ang for dinner!!! had nice conversations and she vaguely told us about our maths papers ah. haha
then after that shop again. gosh. shopping is tiring. and crowded. that's why i don't really like to shop. but i guess shopping depends on the company too.. yeapz..
anyway joan's been sick for practically the whole week! me too! but i guess i'm slightly better than her ahz.. but it isn't nice being sick for examinations. haha, and wan yuan yesterday ask me about her good points coz she need to write testimonial about herself to give her teacher for leaving school testimonial i think. haha, but actually i think quite long ahz.. then came up with a few good points. =X nahz kidding. as in, i know she's nice but putting that niceness down in words? so hard! and she's so 38-ish and bitchy. haha, and she said yeah. but tesimonial only can write good stuff. haha, oh well.
oh and we saw yanling and ashraf today! happy birthday ashraf! and he told me he quit sr canoeing and join chinese chess and sr got 4th for nationals chinese chess! wow! is that cool or just cool? haha
bey said war of the worlds was nice! hao peng you said initial d rocks! so. which to see first? how about none coz firstly, i wouldn't be willing to pay 9.50 to watch the movies one weekends.. and secondly if i were to watch it on a weekday.. i'll probably not be free. and sigh thirdly.. almost everyone watched either one already!
haha, oh no! my show start le! going watch! ciaoz!
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