haha, i'm a good girl. been mugging hard. but still i don't think it's enough! still i'm not improving at the rate i want myself to be. ahz. so stress! haha, but then again it's highly unlike me to be so stress. so maybe i'm not.
haven't been blogging for a long time won't be doing so either. have many things i would like to say, but then now's like not really the time.
don't know how to phrase this. but, was just wondering if there's such a thing as accidently liking someone you don't mean too. or if the closer you are to someone, the more you know of that person, then sometimes it's just kinda irritating?
was just wondering if there's any truth in wad i said. can very good friends be irritating in some way or another too?
i don't know. sometimes i think this blog is kinda useless. wad's the point of blogging when you can't really say what you want to without hurting anyone else that's probably going to be reading this blog?
it's so hard trying to conceal wad you really wanna say. there's really alimit to one's privacy.
then what's the point of blogging, when you end up being questioned by people about whether this paragraph is about this person or that person and everything. sometimes i really wonder why. yet here i am doing the exact thing that i feel most displease at. wad an irony.
ahz. crap. i'm in between a good mood and a crappy mood. hmmm.. so hard to understand. nvm. shall go back to mugging again. shall blog about everything some other time.
and yes i won't forget the childish j2 canoeist who played such a trick on me. you all ah! watch it hor!! evil sia! not one of you helping me except for boon. but that's coz she also don't know! evil!
i feel so silly to be tricked! haha
tricia was here, she left.
posted by tricia, me and i at
3:26 AM
