Sunday, November 27, 2005

dang dang dang dang~~!!!!
wow! as you can guess that symbolies that miss seah has been married off!
haha, and yes! been there seen that!
ah.. actually the wedding was sweet. the part i especially liked was when she walked down the aisle at the starting. was damn touching and sweet. at least to me. as in the way you walk down the aisle, with the people you love and care for by the sides watching you.. it's like you can feel all their blessings and happiness and the joy when you see the smiles on their faces! it's just simply... a feeling that i'll further describe when i get married k? promise! wahaha.

anyway lots of photos were taken! and yeah! the second most happy thing was.. after the church ceremony there was a photo-taking session whereby the mc would call up different groups of people from the miss seah's and her husband side. like the first group would usually be parents and relatives, then their friends and lastly the students!
haha, i was kinda expecting that the canoeist group would be among the last few coz.. i don't know? like so werid huh? miss seah's not even in charge of canoeing now.
and actually.. i thought she would have called upon her class to take he wedding photos with her first.

but she called mj canoeing team!!! haha, i was both stun and shocked! tell you a secret.. when she first called us to take photo first, i was feeling very happy and well.. hee. thought that other people were jealous of us. =X ah. but that's just how i felt lah.
and after that the canoeist went out!

but in the end after that only left the girls and jiaqing and tourmaline! and we all went out! was fun! then went back to tampines area to eat pasta! mmm.. and we went to take neoprint! with norvin!!!! haha, coz he just went to dye his hair. don't know dye or highlight ah. but it's nice! yeah. then after that they went off home while i went to meet kaixiong. coz he was at tm too. showed him the wedding photos and chatted a while. been sometime since we last saw each other.

okay okay. and now!!! hear this!!! while chatting with kaixiong.. guess who i saw!!? or arther who saw me! hee. it really made my day manz. just thinking about this makes me smile to myself!

i saw.. zir zir! haha!!! it seriously made my day! was smiling throughout the journey home. haha, i'm in love? nahz. it's been ages since i last him.
but at first i didn't know it was zir.
he has like a more muscular built! and i couldn't recognise him from behind. but i had a strong feeling it was him! so know wad i did?

i ran after him! i ran and ran. haha, this time, i felt that i love running. coz there was this feeling of anticipation and exhilaration!
and when i caught up with him! haha! i shouted, " zir zir!! is it really you?!! " and i hung onto his arm for life! haha! i knew he was happy to see me too!

i can see the twinkle in his eyes!

haha, and he tried to continue walking on with his friend, but i held on fast and pulled him back. and he let me. though i think he had the strength to breakaway but he didn't really try! but that's also partly coz i was strong too!

oh but when i grabbed his arm. wow. superduperultra muscular manz. it's.. hard. can feel that he's really been working out. yeah. wad do you expect. by all the parkour that he does. kinda worrying sometimes.

oh but anyway everything i asked him he also do you wanna fuck off not? but he still answered my questions! hee. ask him why he never reply me he said he was still in camp. hmmz.. work hard then zir zir!

sorry for crapping so much about him. ahh.. but i was really really damn happy that night! i'm so glad i met kaixiong. if not i won't have the chance to bump into him. i'm contented!!

oh and anyway! will post up the wedding photos we took later! my papa forgot to bring the cable home! oh but i can't download now anyway. having class bbq and hcl chalet tmr. need the camera!

wad else shall i say lehz? i also don't know. oh and. yah. sorry to those whom i've not been chatting with online lately. coz.. yeah. don't know. i come online but there's no mood to chat. don't know also lah. there's lots of things on my mind. and the need to get my prom stuff on time is getting to me. damn stressful manz. sick and tired of prom this prom that.

will you be able to understand how i feel?

anyway, glad chong found wad he was looking for. was very happy for him when he told me =)

Thursday, November 24, 2005

wahaha. esther they all have finished their paper! yeah! now can enjoy myself without worrying that others are still having papers! welcome to the freedom club manz.

ahhz. suddenly felt like blogging. hmmz. that day remember is aid went to bey's house? yeah. it was a last minute thing actually. but it was fun. played bridge and lots of other games. and we chatted throughout. haha, halfway we also went to make noodles to eat lah. aiyoz. but that esther damn lazy! only help to eat. horrible. maybe spend too much time with boon only know how to help to eat. haha, sorry boon!

oh and that made me late to meet joan and meiyin. anyway that day we didn't go blading! ayez.
firstly, i couldn't find my blades. argh. it got chucked somewhere in the store. and they're brand new manz! damn. oh well too bad. and yah! secondly, if you ever want to go pasir ris to blade, not now. in the future. they're sort of upgrading there and you only can rent bikes! can't blade coz they no longer offer that service! irritating huhz.
in the end went shopping with joan and mei yin for gowns, afterwhich yasin came again but this time with amin and a few others. sigh. then me and meiyin dare not try anything coz they were there. haha, kinda awkward i mean.

geez. my legs are seriously gonna have developed muscles from all that shopping. but so wad? haven't found a suitable gown yet. arghz. the lack of gowns seriously made me think twice about going to prom. it's just that i'm kinda sick and tired of all the shopping. sighz. oh well. one and only time that i did so much shopping. so. i can do it!

and i went out with yuan and shir today!
haha, had fun! coz very long time never go out with that girl le. and she never change lor. still as short as ever. and we went to meet kenneth thia for dinner! haha, his so irritating lah. want to go shopping with us. give all sorts of retarded comments. but dinner with him was fun. though he still don't wanna treat us.

and kaixiong's so busy. supposed to go out with him but oh wells.. there's another time and another chance. hmmz.. and chong? good luck for ya s papers man! jia you! soon can join the freedom club!

2 more days to miss seah's wedding! looking forward to it!

Tuesday, November 22, 2005

kaoz. my legs. they're dead tired. i bet i'll have muscles without even trying to exercise. these few days of intensive shopping has done me in. oh if you really wanna find me. you can head down to orchard these few days. i swear i'll be there somehow.

finding something not too casual, but not too formal for miss seah's wedding.. is hard. extremely hard. finding a gown for prom is... near to impossible. wah. can't believe i've been doing the thing i don't really like for the past few days. oh well. hang in there. next time wanna do that also might not have chance.

haha, chong, you make everything sound so simple. i guess your explaination has answered most of my questions =) jia you for your s papers k!

i'm tired to blog. just that the past few days have been tiring. tmr i'm goign blading. and i can't find my blades. well done. and joan is going to pull me and mei yin along for shopping. manz. my legs.

sometimes there's a need to draw the line between certain things. haiz. the problem is i can't say wad the things are. kinda obvious. see. that's the problem with letting everyone read your blog huh. haha, okay. just let me rant everything out.
once or twice or thrice. i wouldn't mind. argh. but you have to kinda know your limits. think about others. not saying anything doesn't mean not feeling anything about wad you're doing. you know wad. forget it. i'm not good at complaining. shall stop here. the more i say the more distorted i feel.

okayz. ermz. wanted to stop blogging le. but then still wanna say something. haha, the overnight's stay at bey's house was superb! thanx bey! ermz but you know wad. i think i left my terry brook's book at your house. arghz. and i'm feeling so irritated. coz i read until the exciting part!!!!! and i can't complete it. haha. hurry up mee up with you to claim it back k! jia youz for the last paper! push ahead!

Sunday, November 20, 2005

wow. lucas. you going back so fast!? are you coming back? then you can't come for class bbq. hmmz.. okay okay. ermz. think me joan mei yin and xin yue going to roller-blade on wed. meet you and andy after that? joan says she's fine with it. haven't ask xin yue and meiyin yet. will be asking them soon. reply me soon k!

yeah! tmr going out shopping with esther and bey and en. haha, oh no. not that i love shopping. just that we haven't met for quite sometime. i mean even though we went to airport that day. but still. have loads to talk about.

i'm pathetically blur manz. that time before prelims when i went out to study with xiao sam. actually he had changed to contacts and went out to meet me that day. arghz. and i didn't noticed. AT ALL. that's so bad of me huh. when i asked why he didn't say anything, he say this type of things is not you go and tell people but wait for people to notice mahz. haha, in a way he's right. but wait for me to notice? think can wait forever i also might not notice. sighs.

actually just nothing much to talk about. just having lots of thoughts on my mind.
haha, according to chong's blog, he said that the closer you are to someone.. then is it something like you tend to be more.. impolite with them or something?
not sure of the exact content. but i'm positive it was something like that.

and if that were so.. then i wish for once not to be so close to somebody. wad's the point when, most of the time that person doesn't see the value of your existence? if it were like that, then i'd rather be not important, but earn your nice attention.

but then again. maybe not. ah hell. confusing sia.
now that i think about it, it's kinda a stupid thought.
but if you know you've really not been treating that person well.. should not just say it but do something about it huh.

been reading terry brooks! trilogy of the jerle shannara series. kaoz. damn fascinating sia!

oh yah xian. actually.. zir has a blog you know? but then.. i don't know if i want to link him. i mean.. coz maybe he don't want other people to know he has a blog. and you know wad he's like if he's angry hor? so should i? haha, and yah. shall show you the stupid thingy.

here goes..!!

Ahhhhh! The fresh scent of burning CDs in the morning... ironic isn't it?
I've decided to forgive and forget. Not you assholes... I'm forgiving my cat for scratching me. Nahhh. God forgives, other people forgive, why shouldn't I? So now i shall. Anyone who wants me to forgive them or for them to forgive me, just e-mail me with a list of complaints (please make it less than 10,000 words).

Uncle Nabei's Column.
Uncle Nabei is pretty famous. So far, to date, he has received 1000000000 x 10(-9) letters from members of the troubled and concerned public. He wishes to highlight the sad tale of one.

The letter is as follows.
dearest uncle nabei,
i was so impressed by your way of publicity that i decided to write you a letter myself. it's nice of you to solve problems for others, but hey, how about solving mine?
my problem is simple and easy. i have a friend (name undisclosed due to personal safety reasons), who due to height restrictions, is always teased by my others friends (usually wan yuan, who is equally short). but recently, this SHORT guy claims to have "grown up". hahahz... you think it's possible? and so he claims to be a marksman, but i just want to tell him, SO? this friend of mine has also recently started an e-mail newsletter, which has been circulating around and is not that bad... only very LAME! and lastly, do you think he'll ever GROW UP? (for me, i think it's NEVER!) thanx for listening uncle nabei, always waiting for your "great" advice...
p.s- grow up as in growing up mentally = not childish and not immature
thanx a bunch
your so-called-fan, tricia

As you can see, the poor guy (i cannot really determine the sex) is disillusioned and partaking herself onto death and suicide, underdetermined sexuality and lacking testicular fortitude are the main concerns, this guy really lacks the main human function: common sense.
Now, Tricia thinks she is short and flat and ugly and all that, but remember: It's true. As for Wan Yuan being short... well... the truth is hard to handle.
As for his personal safety reasons, he has no fear. Being protected by savagely disoriented Japanese and the Yakuza clan, there is no way his handsome, smart and intelligent friend may dissolve his lacking 'assets' in a pail of acid.
However, Uncle Nabei's main purpose is to help solve him problem. Ok, here goes.
Tricia, what you lack in sexuality you make up for it in attracting the wrong type of people, Japanese and homosexuals included. Now all you really need to do, is find a great friend like that great guy in 3/7 who has recently received Marksman who has kind of an attitude problem with A maths and be GREAT friends with him. At first, he will push away your homosexuality and try firing spitballs at you whenever possible, but soon, maybe, just maybe, he will force you into his home to be raped by an insane Jap.
Signing out, Uncle Nabei.
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Wasn't Uncle Nabei helpful? Well, back to the real world... For those of you who enjoy listening to corruptive music that you find highly amusing, just download KaZaA and search for blink 182, the following songs are intellectually stimulating. I know a guy, and fuck a dog. These two songs will have you laughing for hours and crying afterwards when your parents repeatedly whack you with a tree branch for listening to such music.
I intend to start my life anew. For those who curse me with every movement of my body, please refrain from doing so and think like this: "He is so handsome and cute. I will pretend i do not know him, I will befriend him again, and we will be good friends." However, "I don't know him" will be sufficient. More news to come soon, see ya. NAZIR

haha, pretty retarded right. actually it's very retarded. makes me think of how we were so close last time. huhz.. but then now.. it's like not close le. bet now it's like even if he has any problem, i probably won't be the first person to know and share his problems huh. guess he won't even know i'm still keeping the newsletters. which is really dumb. yeahz. have to meet up with him one day..

hee.

"there's this longing in my heart... "

tricia signs off!

Saturday, November 19, 2005

today was.. kinda one of my worse days. haha, although in the morning i went to watch harry potter and it was nice.. after that was.. woah.

okay. firstly maybe it's coz i slept late last night and i didn't have enough sleep. yeah. i think so. that's the problem. haha, so i sort of lost my temper over very minute stuff today.

actually the worse thing was me losing my temper at mummy. guess she won't be able to see this blog. but i just wanna say i'm sorry. ah. don't ask me why i don't say it face to face to her. i just can't. actually, nobody in our family can do that to each other. will feel weird i guess.

supposed to go shopping with my mummy and aunties today.. and yeah.. you know.. saturday, the crowd, the people.. and not forgetting the fact that i for one, am not very enthu about shopping? that about sums it up huh.
haha, and furthermore, i feel that, my mummy and i have different taste in clothes. so well we just happen to irritate each other off today. felt kinda bad. coz i've been neglecting her throughout the period i was studying for As. and during that period she really gave in to me A LOT.

yeah. but i'm no heartless girl either. it's already after As'. my opportunity to make it up to her.

yes. anyway. back to the shopping trip. i tell you not even an hour or so after we started to shop my legs felt like they were going to break man. kaoz. that time joan somemore say she can shop for 5 plus hours. no wonder she run so fast. haha, but then in the end i ended up buying nothing lah.

but then as i was shopping and i couldn't find anything.. don't know why i sort of start to panic. argh. like it's so hard to find clothes. and me losing my temper wasn't very helpful. at that moment i just wished i had an image consultant or something. then i don't have to fret over wad clothes to wear everyday. just watch me die in uni man. there's no uniform.

haha, yay! so many people tag me! lucas!!! haha i'm surprised! you going hongkong soon right! when?! we haven't go k-box and eat sakae with andy lehz! i very looking forward manz. i'll eat a lot a lot!

xinni! haha, i chao long never see you. i think i waiting for that wan yuan to finish then altogether go out. but hor. that girl finish damn long. haha, you MUST wait k.

ahaha. john john. you hang in there lah hor. in the meanwhile, you can come here and be entertained by my blog! but just keep the hard work going k!

a bit of my thoughts here and there.
recently been thinking of someone. don't worry! it's not some kinda lovesick thingy. haha, just feeling very.. ermz.. how to say. like.. lost? haha, to have something that was within your grasp but to lose it all in the same day. ah well. certain e-mails that i recieve from my secondary school days? haha, i still have them. but perhaps you might not even remember them at all. ah. let go and let live bahx tricia teo.

haha, anyway, xian. you remember last time nazir had a stupid newsletter thingy? he would send to our e-mails about stupid stuff about our everyday lives? haha, i kept every single one of them in my inbox till now. don't know if you still remember. guess zir won't know that i still have them. but it's really funny. shall post it up here one day to have a few laughs.

anywayz, tricia has blogged her thoughts. ciaoz.

Friday, November 18, 2005

actually after all the big hoo-haa that the As' are over.. now it doesn't seem such a big deal anymore. okayz! but still it's a happy feeling to see everyone finally ending!

haha, tourmaline! thanx! shopping isn't really one of my favourite past times, but yeah! still felt good doing it after As'! i really love the gowns you put up on your blog the other time! i think it's damn nice. haha, remember to come night cycling with us k!

oh yes! haha, model couple!!!
JIAQING and TOURMALINE!
haha, seriously i think you two are the best. 3 years man! haha, i am both envious and happy for both of you. keep it going k! you surely have all our happy blessings!!

today.. shopping was as usual tiring for me. but nevertheless, had fun going out with mei yin and joan. haha, and we had plans for tues and wed!!
they're coming my house to watch fullhouse on tues! yeahz! bet they'll fall in love with rain just like i did!
and on wed we going to rollerblade! hee. which reminds me. i need to find my blades.

yahz! then after shopping.. being the nice kind soul i am. i met up with hiang en and both of us went airport to accompany bey and esther studying. haha, go there only become their maid sia. exploitation of labour!

but it was fun. coz that shir go and buy contacts don't know how to wear then need esther teach. hahah, and i really am amazed that esther eyes so small, when she put in contacts, her eyes open till quite big! wow! amazing huh. haha, then i think.. like that yisheng is really the one with small eyes le. (give you win lah hor esther)
yeah but in the end.. thanx to our guidance shir managed to wear her contacts in successfully.

haha! okay lah. and ermz. KUDOS! to lee jiaqing for helping think of ideas!
okay he really had some good ideas. but not very feasible lah.
coz there was one of going sentosa for chalet, but the canoeing people always go sentosa play so kinda sianz.
and there was another one about going to malaysia for a day to shop and eat.. but i guess everyone has been to malaysia before and everything.

so... while we were at the airport just now.. and when esther and bey yan were supposedly studying, we got distracted! and they were sian diao of studying le. so we all decided to walk and talk!
haha, but it was very enjoyable manz! like because of studying and studying we didn't really get together.
okay, but we came up with pretty good ideas k!

shall share it with you all.
things we wanna do together! of course plus the canoeing guys too!
1) we wanna go zoo!
2) go night safari!
3) night cycling!
4) ermz.. actually should be like that for now.
5) oh! and esther wanna go escape?! haha

haha, but bey wanted to go botanic gardens... so i think.. she can go herself. wahaha.

yahz! seriously i really can't wait for them to be free!
haha, and not forgetting my dearest wan yuan.

okay lah. jia you alrightz! tricia logs off!

Thursday, November 17, 2005

i'm here to blog again.!
i'm going to orchard tmr! with joan and mei yin. not sure if xin yue can join us. hmmz.. haha, very happy to be going out with joan they all. then after that i think i'm going to go study with bey and esther at the airport. actually, not study lah. go there and be their maid sia. see lah this kind of people.

wahahaha. but i going with en. we're two very nice people. aiyah. and today i went to suan wan yuan. kaoz. that bad dog. replied me once only. haha, but still i got a kick out of suaning her.

and i'm going to sleep late today! wake up late today! hope the renovation works downstairs don't wake me up. i had enough of their drilling and hammering! konk konk very noisy sia.

haha, but i still wanna go night cycling.

haha, yeah manz. my As are over. and i donned the meridian uniform for the last time in my life. was kinda tired and lazy to blog yesterday. and iw anted to change a new blogskin!

anyway, haha, sorry ah esther. but keep the good work going! better not talk so much on my blog. those still studying might be affected ahz.

was hoping to get a job though.

okayz. here's the list of thigns i plan to do.

1) wait for bey and esther and boon to finish their papers.
2) go shopping with them for miss seah's present
3) go miss seah's wedding
4) send bey off and away
5) go shop for prom
6) go prom?

and yesterday me and that lee jiaqing were chatting online. then he ask me why i cancel off the go on a holiday with canoeist. eh! is you all don't want de lor. especially the guys. that time ask you all then you all sian sian de. now cancel le then ask me. so how?! still wanna go not?

hmmz.. how about all of us just go malaysia and eat and walk? anyway it's the company in the group that matters right?

haha, but not to worry! me and jiaqing came up with quite a good idea.
actually it was me who came up with the idea lah.

we want to go night cycling!!! wahahaha.

agree?!

but then we realised not everyone has a bike. so guess when everyone finish exam le then say. anyway, jiaqing came up with another problem. does boon know how to ride a bike first?!

yes. and i need to play badminton and go roller-blading with the girls.

well.. guess that's it for now. shall not blog a lot. lazy ahz. and i need a job! hahaha.

oh and i just want to say today keith john john and luther very bad lor. they're so idiotic.

and ermz. k lah. maybe my previous blog sound very harsh. but that was how i felt at that moment. anyway i very fast okay de mahx.. haha, so thanx for all ya tags!

but today was also quite irritating manz.

i hate to answer the house phone coz it's so far away from the sofa. and today it rang 6 times in one hour!!! damn irritating lah.

eh. you all faster finish k!

kz. shall not blog le. good luck for the remaining papers you all.

tricia left!

Tuesday, November 15, 2005

yeah! michael owen scores yet again! 2 goals for england! bet rafa benitez is regretting his ass off not buying him back.

and yes. i'm back to blog anyway. oh the As' are still ongoing and yes. to that someone out there, it's a super BIG deal yah. to me at least. if you don't know anything, i'm telling ya now.

perhaps you might not know that without the stupid A level cert i cannot go to the uni and i cannot get a good job. it's not like poly where you can get a diploma to get the stupid job ya. so please. give in to me. it's not exactly a plea. it's something you have to do fo now.

oh. and. i also don't understand why other people can be close to their sister and why some other people can't. hmmz. makes you wonder doesn't it. oh and you know wad. maybe you forgot to add on your blog that you took my shorts to wear without permission.

hello. so where's the privacy thingy man?

maybe i haven't wore that shorts in ages. but it doesn't give you the right to go through my cupboard and wear it without my permission. and it's one size too big for you. that's the same with certain of my clothes you would love to borrow. kaoz.

get this straight ya.

even if the clothes do not fit you. i repeat. do NOT FIT you at all. if you want to wear. no matter what others may say, YOU also think that it's a perfect fit. but apparently, there's a reason why i'm TALLER than you, a little more well-build than you, and why my jeans are LONGER THAN YOURS. there's a thing called shape and sizes. and if you don't mind, we're not twins.

if you had asked my permission, knowing me, although i will surely say you, but still give in in the end. and do i need to remind you that you have had more clothes than me. oh. sure. never mind the fact that this is no the first time you're aking my stuff without permission. let me tell you. there's a reason why we each have a room too.

so you think i asked for the com to be in my room? i already felt apologetic that it's in my room and that you cannot use it. not only you. the rest of the family too. if you had understood me better. or even better, understood my intentions, you would have known how bad i felt when the whole stupid family is not able to use the com coz i wanna study. hello but haven't i not given way?

makes me feel so agitated to know that i let you use the com no matter how hard i wanna study at that time, worried about my exams and everything yet still let you disrupt my studying schedule. i thought you would understand.

and not that i wanna mention. today you only went to your friend's house at blk 329 but we stay at blk 305. was there a need to wear the stupid beach shorts. my guess is that you went to meet your boyfriend ya. you wanna meet your own bf, wear nice clothes to meet him. none of my business. go get your own clothes. hell. if anything was possible can we share underwear and bra too?

whatever ya. just complain about me in your stupid blog. you don't even understand. and to think we live together for so damn long. you don't know any of my habits AT ALL. from the first time you took my stuff to use with or without permission, you know that there are certain things that i simply do not like to share. call me selfish or wad. but that's the way i am. then i'm sorry. but even after so long you just don't get it. oh and did i mention that you have more clothes than me? well if i did, then let this remind you again. argh.

how would you feel if someone took away your privacy and your stuff?

aahhhhh. i'm so irritated.

Sunday, November 06, 2005

hee. i have nice classmates and nice friends! thank you!

all the best! hang in there!

Wednesday, November 02, 2005

all i ever wanted, was some privacy to call my own. need my space. need my time. need YOU to be a little understanding. argh.

not blogging anymore.