Saturday, December 31, 2005

look! human tower! from shortest to tallest! esther! hide your leg next time! unglam sia~~ haha

okay, so hiang en decided on this pose. not bad lah. coz i in the front! wahaha

they all wanna learn my style of pose. two twists in front! copytricia.

bottle me. extra them.

one act tall. actually stand on sofa. the other act cute. actually is quite cute. eh colleague colleague. the last one act chio. is damn chio. santarina hor! =D peace.

me presenting the three toots! hear no evil! speak no evil! see no evil!

hear no evil. see no evil. speak no evil. touch no evil?

act cute. as always. where's boon?!

wah! fight ah fight. hiang en looks like she's enjoying herself! kaoz. look like you're in agony!

haha! look! me and hiang en fight till the front there! fierce mahx. don't mess with us sia.

these few days have been yucks. it's the flu that's been getting to me. and the cough! and the sore throat! shit. shouldn't have ate too much chocolates at shir's house. and titbits.

anyway that day me and yeah. we're now called hi5. it's official. they just love this name. wad can i say? i'm just a poor minority vote of 1!! manz. somebody please speak up for me?!

okay. so hi5 and me went to shir's house to stay on.. christmas? or was it new year's eve? can't remember. oh sorry. not hi5 and me. i AM hi5.oh then it was fun. her house's big. as in there's this big space in the living which i like. coz not so squeezy and cramp like mine! i love my house to be spacious. anyway, we had fun and the list goes on. i was the last to arrive and everyone including hiang ling was a great sport! had lots of fun with playstation, bridge, daidee, watching vcds, food, chocolates... and more food again! shir's mummy practically overload us with food, food and more food! wahz. but nevetherless, shir's still the same height. never grow. 155cm. =X

anyway after that i went home. then.. don't know wad also lah. actually now i can't remember wad i did. so skip.

then after that i went to work?
i mean the next day.
went to work. then bey they all asked me to watch narnia. but i couldn't. comic shop chasing me for my comic books back. that's the first day i started to feel my throat a bit pain. so i drank water. but not always. coz at workplace is like have to keep talking to the customers whole day or something. and the aircon there makes my lips dry!!

and i've scaly legs!! manz. please remind me to put moisturiser. i hate my scaly legs now.damn.

then next day i specially changed my plans to suit keith koh. and we went to watch narnia together!! keith was over the moon. it was practically like a one-on-one date. lucky fella.

alright just kidding. apparantly to keith it was hell.
but narnia made up for it!
it's chao cool and nice. i don't understand.
terry brook's books are like so damn nice! reading it is like imagining yourself to be one of the characters in the story. like you're inside this particular scene he's narrating. why no movie!?!

unfair sia. if have. 9.50 i pay. watch myself i go. onelogy twology trilogy fourlogy fivelogy, i all go. swear.

so right. my main point was to tell you that, narnia is nice!!

then next day.. was suppose to eat dinner with darren or something. don't know lah that guy. coz he was bored. then in the end went out to eat with esther xinni wan yuan and kaiming! haha! fun! so long never see xinni or wan yuan.

hey. but xinni's hair to me is really not bad ahz. don't worry girl! i think it looks fine.
and guess wad. wan yuan ordered wad was it? the stingray thingy. and of course! my favourite satay. so yes. i was feeling worse. i mean even before that was feeling feverish and all.
then after that we went xinni's house there to chit chat. fun time. really!

then after that came home think i went straight to bed ah. cannot take it. anyway i bet my mummy didn't know i was feverish. or she'll make me eat all sorts of medicine. yucks man. but doesn't matter lah. not the first time i'm sick and was well before she even knew wad was happening.

next day wanted to take mc! but was feeling better and i didn't wanna pang seh esther. good colleague mahx. and i'm satisfied with my job. everyone in the office all calls me and esther "xiao mei!" haha, cute huh.
and i have a xiao shifu there! she's my mentor! and esther has her own mentor too! boss is crappy and jovial. even the cleaners there are friendly! everyone's like nice to the two of us! haha, cool huh.

afterthat went to meet joan xin yue and miss ang. oh and meiyin. haha as always lah, getting bullied by us. had nice time chatting. and mei yin's working with yen ni's sister! haha

then went home again and slept. but not before coming online to comfirm some stuff. then went to bed. was still not feeling well. damn the germs of this millenium. they're superduperultra irritating and persistant. actually now i still sick. it's either me or them.
it's them.

today was the worse. no. i not talking about my sickness. i'm talking about this irritating germ called hue kaixiong who always love panseh-ing me. kaoz. damn angry lah. supposed to play pool today. then i called him he told me he got christmas party. wad the hell lah. i knew it lor. the day before msg him to comfirm also never reply me. forget it lah. no intention of fufiling the date.

shall cease my friendship with him till the end of this year!

anyway today me and esther saw zhijian at the driving centre! wow! got his license too! cool huh. congrats congrats!

2nd jan going ubin with the canoiest! one last celebration of bey yan's birthday! this as well as a sort of farewell for the canoeist guys! sobx*
but never mind! we're going to have lots of fun! loads of people are going to turn up!
it's like practically everyone!!
well. EXCEPT FOR ONE. but that's another thing. still feeling disappointed.

anyway bet the ubin's trip going to be fun! boon had better learn to cycle! my poor honey!

anyway today felt better. a bit only.
hey! and just now i went to try and buy vodka! go my house the 7 eleven. kaoz. bring go counter the lady ask me for my ic. damn. troublesome right. but i ought to look mature enough. at least like 18! i am 18! then she cannot tell. so disappointed with her.

oh and new year's coming! i'm requesting my mummy to change my bedsheet into my liverpool one!! red mahx. my favourite team also. great new start for a new year! for tricia teo only! want some of my luck mahx? come be my friend k? =) kidding. if not long queue to be my friend. hee hee.

anyway thought tourmaline's search for horoscope website's is interesting!
all along i've been interested in such stuff. not that i totally believe or deny it. but it's fun~! =) i'm gemini by the way! birthday is 22nd MAY. important date! red alert!

ciaoz people!

Monday, December 26, 2005

been sometime since i last updated. but actually i also can't really remember wad i was doing the past few days. other than going to work and yah dah yah dah.. the usual stuff.

haha, so december 26th is boxing day huh.
actually many people feel that christmas is meaningless or that it's a lonely christmas coz they are not christians and they don't celebrate this festive occassion. but hey! me too. but just for the fun of it all.
but that's also coz they don't wanna make the effort to. so wad if nobody's free to accompany you on christmas day? it doesn't call for the need to say that oh i'm going through a lonely christmas this year.

well, there's a public holiday involved! so it's also a good chance to have a good break and all. so stop wallowing on how christmas is so.. yah. you get my point.

anyway i wanted to eat a TIRAMISU LOGCAKE. hey. don't have sia. tampines mall so many many people buy logcake. but don't have tiramisu logcake. ayez.

maybe i have to pre order it. oh wells. it's just not meant to be. but i really wanna eat!

oh yah! did i mention we went to celebrate weiqiang's birthday? yeapz. went to marina square with esther after work to meet them. and of course we were the last to arrive!
cannot be helped. work finish at 6.30.

oh and i saw miss ang! she's back from her holiday le. going to have dinner with her and joan they all this friday! can't wait. was feeling rather apolegetic that joan keeps asking to meet me but.. sighz. either that day i have no time, have to work, or for some reason or another, i just can't make it. so yes! i miss them all!

oh yah. weiqiang's birthday dinner was a small but simple dinner which i enjoyed myself thoroughly! although the group was small... it was fun! maybe big groups are not so fun afterall. haha, as for some people.. i don't know wad to say. i used to think you're a good friend and all.. but the way you handled things leaves me in doubt.

anyway glad weiqiang had a wonderful time with us! the tiramisu mudpie at coffee club was heaven! looking forward to ah bey's birthday next! we're going ubin to cycle!! wheee!!! haha, boon! faster go learn to cycle! or my honey will be very very xin ku sia.

next day on sat i had work. then irwin soh wanna ask me out. me and esther actually =) but it was raining! and gosh. so heavily! although the driving centre there got so many cars, none wanna fetch us home!
so in the end i went out with mummy they all instead. i thought i would have felt tired and gone home to rest. but in the end went cartel eat.

at cartel i saw like the tms npcc guys from my batch! haha, gege looks good. but still too skinny lah. guess they were all going to army le so wanna meet up.

then i asked my mummy to buy me a christmas drink!! wahz. once a year de.
it's the peppermint mocha ice blended from starbucks!!! super nice to drink i tell ya! but also chao ex. it costs like $6.80? ex hor. lucky once a year nia.

then my mummy bought me present! actually she don't know wad to buy. so ask me choose myself. so okay! i got lots of things i want. i wanted her to get me the jap anime, but there's like 5 volumes of it?! add up all will be like over her budget. so nvm. i'm working anyway. so i asked her to get me two jap shows!

one was shown on tv! the pride on ice one!! i think the song is chao nice sia!! i love it to bits! sound so bimbotic. but yes! i l--uuu-r-ve it lots! anybody have please do not hestitate to send it to me.

the other show was also a jap show. but there's the cute guy acting. ayez. don't know his name. and the show was something alone the lines like there's this girl who went to high school, but realised the school doesn't have a rowing team or something. don't know is it rowing or not. something to do with sea sports. only have guys de team. reminds me of how we set up our canoeing team huhz.
kkz. watch le then put review =)

then actually nothing much. as in not much i wanna say. coz if i say the entry will be very long. shall talk more next time about out christmas slumber at ang hiang en's house.

oh and the christmas presents this year is.. nice! thanx! lots of earrings. aiyoz. just because i pierce my ear. but all not really my type. as in i prefer the hook kind. (hint hint)
and yah. thanx to my sister for getting me the piglet earrings!! but they're damn heavy sia. wear already feel like my ear's going to drop.

and the christmas buffet lunch at carlton hotel isn't very good. the service is slow and there's such little variety! how to eat happily?! and it's so ex lah. find another hotel to eat buffet lunch next time k!

anyway, hiang en came up with a name for our canoeing group. she named it hi 5 coz there's only 5 of us. aiyoz.can we not accept hi 5. how about famous five?

and esther had this website about the horoscope signs and everything. aiyoz! i'm not divorce prone k! haha, shall get married and show you!

ciaoz.

Thursday, December 22, 2005

third day of work was fun. i didn't mind doing all the "saikang" as esther calls it. it's nice to have something to do. and anyway, me and esther were pretty efficient and productive today.

haha, looking at wad shirley did, i feel so much cleverer.
she only got to answer the phones today!! and she work how long le sia!
wahahaha. today i already starting making phonecalls sia. feel so proud of mmyself. although a bit slow at first.. but it got better as time went by. sounded more confident and professional.

i mean, i'm no stranger at making phonecalls to strangers.. when you wanna look for job from the newspaper also have to call and be polite. but today was fun! tmr have to call somemore again.

anyway! haha, i think the two seniors in the office vanessa and evon were the nicest! so were the rest! but they still seem kinda fierce.
haha, vanessa say tmr make phonecalls and then she'll teach me to man the counter! yay!! so that we can help them out on saturdays! whee~ they keep saying saturday is scary.. soon i'm going to see how scary it is!

anyway it was raining today. again. don't really like to go home or out on rainy days.
so the weather was pretty cold. and i wanted to eat like some hot and spicy cup noodles. then come home my mummy saw and started nagging at me coz she thinks i'm too lazy to go buy my own dinner. come on lah. when i came home the bus alighted me at the coffeeshop there. if i wanted to eat, i would have bought the damn food. argh.

and wad. cheryl teo eats more cup noodles than me. kaoz. i seldom eat them.

and. eating outside food for wad? 6 years le. i'm sick. and tired. of the same stuff. see. that's how long you've not touched the wok ma. you don't even know my dining routine lah. sometimes i wake up late in the afternoon and just go with one meal a day. like whatever. it's already so messy.

okay then that's just the first. sian. next thing was that someone was acting like some BIG jerk. no wonder somebody don't like you. blockhead.

kaoz. i don't mind you venting anger on me if it makes you feel better. but i'm sorry. i'm just not in the mood today. and there's a limit to everything and anything. how many times has it been.

and. argh. the feeling of being used is eating me up. just seeing how you handled my absence makes me feel... argh. it's not that i don't wanna believe you. it's just the way you react.. your actions and everything tells me another thing. i think i'm disappointed. yeah i am.

oh well. looking forward to work tmr. shall see how it goes. shall see how EVERYTHING goes. hopefully kaixiong comes down tmr.

haha, and i forgot to mention! i recieved a christmas card from clara dear! haha
she's the best lah. knowing how scatterbrain i am. i never send out cards. okay not never. seldom. so she always sends me cards without recieving any back from me. ahz. feel so bad. sorry!! but it was nice to see her send me card. haha.

haiz. don't say you all don't know. that day i pack room. i came across a new year card that i wrote in sec sch. it was meant to be sent out to ang hiang en lah. nicely decorated and all. but i don't know why it's still with me. i thought i sent it out actually. strange huhz.

ciaoz

it's tiring to wake up in the morning and think of how you would have been able to sleep till 3 in the afternoon rather than wake up at 8.30 and go to work.

okay lah. work's fine. today was definitely much better than yesterday! coz we did different things!
i got to play with the photocopy machine and photocopy stuff! all on my own!
then i had to slice papers. ayez. and i sort of cut my hand. coz the edge of the paper was too sharp and thin.

haha! and my office the older colleagues were damn nice lah. they let me and esther play the computer at the counter! coz don't have lots of customers mahx!

aiyah. but then the things i learnt today.. is really a lot!!! i'll get confused sia~ hopefully i can absorb everything before sat! then me and esther can really help them out!
it's a fun job actually.

and wan yuan's back! that girl! went to japan lor! sheesh. envious sia. anyway she just came back today and she say she saw ou jing xian there. wad sia. nvm. people here take picture with thomas ong k! herh. yay! but hope she got buy nice stuff back to show me! must meet up with her someday.

haha, oh yah. happy birthday hue kaixiong! hope to see you this friday! wanna learn driving right! just don't make my life miserable when you go there hor.

today work was busy busy busy. had no time to look at the cute guys that walked in. ahhh.. wasted. nvm. shall let them look at me. hahaha =)

kz. i'm really tired. and i think i sort of hurt my leg. it's a bit pain when i walk. manz. heels suck like totally.

todays dinner with the canoeist girls was nice! haha, chao funny! too bad we're all gonna start working soon! and the time to meet up is.. short! but.. i miss low xuan and meiyin and xin yue too.

right! sleep! work tmr... ...

wad shall i wear?! (i'm changing skirt)

oh. yeah. i wanna go night cycling. someday i swear. i'll go. it's not fair. guys always can go night cycling. but for girls it's dangerous. kz. lee jiaqing. if you're reading this help me organise k. =)

nightz.

Tuesday, December 20, 2005

first day at work wasn't too bad actually.

just that i had to understand how procedures were being carried out and it was... b-o-r-i-n-g.
i had to know class 3 class 3A license and how they work.. plus the motorcycles and all... and the basic theory thingy.. blah blah blah.

anybody wanna know more? just call me okay. i swear i know almost everything at the tip of my fingertips.

okay. that was kinda exaggerating. haha, but i do know my stuff!

anyway, today not bad. learn a lot. communicate with lotsa people. saw a few girls whom i thought were very pretty! and they are! then i realised that we were the same age! ayez. but they really very pretty. then come and learn driving.

ah ha. then the best part is i saw a cute guy! whee! he looks cute! and nice! army somemore. hmm... cool huh. and he asked me some stuff! wah.. talking to a cute guy brightens up my day! but the bad thing is i told him the wrong thing lah. but it was a small mistake which was easily rectified. so.. oh wells. anyway there were no nasty people today!

haha, and i saw a few familiar faces.

first person i saw was irfan! was accompanying his gf who was taking the test! wad a nice surprise!

second person i saw was hakim! haha, hakim from temasek. he looks so skinny! and he was there to register for the theory thingy.

last person i saw was melvin from my class last time. wow. wad a small world. he came over to talk to me lah.. but talk a while only. later boss think i enjoying myself.

haha, but the people there were nice actually. funny pretty and sweet.

well, guess tmr going to learn more stuff. arghz. so do not ask me to memorise anymore stuff sia.

and i swear. i need a pair of good shoes. i have blisters!!! tmr i'm going to bring slippers and change. wanted to bring today. but bag quite full lah. anyway! good job tricia! hope to see more cute guys tmr! oh! and friendly people too! don't want nasty de.

ciaoz.

Monday, December 19, 2005

on a bad day, everything goes wrong.

never mind. tomorrow will be a better day.

wahh.. i can't believe tomorrow is my last day of freedom. *grumbles grumbles*

argh. one more day to work. seems like my new found freedom is being taken away from me. not that i don't wanna work.. it's just too soon for me i guess.

haha, you know my idea of an ideal job is chao far from wad i have now?

my ideal job:
1) i'm allowed to wear jeans and sports shoes to work.
2) it must not be some waitress job coz i can't stand around the whole day lah.
3) i don't mind promoting stuff or selling stuff. best is if i can make use of my mouth that kind.
4) don't need to put make up
5) absolutely no need of skirts.
6) this one is most important. don't need to wear heels.
7) pay must range from $6 - $7 lah
8) working hours anything also can!
9) best is weekends don't need work first.
10) working place must be like near my house so that maybe my papa can fetch me to work. =( wah lao. like that then can save on my transport fee wad. =)

now. can you see how faaaaarr i am from my ideal job?!

this sucks lah. i really don't mind slacking around all day while everybody's gone to work. i mean maybe till my fanancial resources have been sucked dry by me then come and talk. but! peer pressure has a way of getting around to you. even my sister has a job.

oh well. have i told you about my interview? well it was okay i guess.
and of course questions were asked. then the lady asked me about my working experience. wad was i to say? yah one day selling barney badges? haha

so i said i was involved in a sales job. wah. sounds so professional. then was helping my sister sell some stuff coz they needed help. then the lady thought i was talking about a big sister. then she flip to the other side and saw that i stated younger sister.

so she said, " eh? you are the da jie ah? " fei hua. of course is me right. who else better for the job? but think chao paiseh lah. wad the hell manz.

hmphz. okayz. anyway. i feel that the job is going to tie me down terribly! like being committed and whatever. but i've accepted it. so must face it bravely!! like a woman! there!

but anyway i already plan wad i wanna do with my pay le. haha

and speaking about pay. i didn't know first paycheck was so important. everyone's asking me whether i'll treat them on my first paycheck. hell. hiang en didn't even do that on HER first paycheck. haha, that dumb dumb splurge it on clothes.

it's evil huh. find job also must find those with uniform one mahx. that's also wad i wanted. i mean even if no uniform must at least allow me to wear jeans! haiz. sian diao. today i complain chao a lot.

i think on tuesday after my first day at work.. surely shall have a LOT of things to say de.

today my sister wanna change hp. change to the sony ericsson one. the walkman one? aiyoz. must go all the way to heeren. and the worse thing is that it was raining!!! okay.

rule 1.
ask me go out. no problem. but so do not ask me to go to town. especially on weekends. especially when it's near this festive season (fa la la la la) called christmas. i'm going to grumble and complain the whole way lah. haha, grumble and complain le then i'll feel bad. coz i was sure my mummy didn't want me complaining the whole way. then always give in to me.

rule 2.
people in orchard road always like to step on my slippers!!!!
so rude. step le always never say sorry. spoil le who wanna buy me new one. step step step. piak* their face. somemore raining lehz! step le then my slipper wet. kaoz. somemore the slipper is my birthday present lehz. one more time they step and my slipper will become slapper.

rule 3.
people push me! and then they walk chao slow. squeeze me to one corner also.
then everytime i'm surrounded by crowds, i'll have the tendency to want to scream! i want to tell them. "OEI! excuse me! can you please walk faster. behind people pushing." or "EXCUSE ME lah!" or say loudly at the top of my voice "HAIYAH! these people in front walk damn slow sia! " and make all sorts of "tsk tsk tsk" noise.
if i still had my muscles and strength from canoeing training... die! try shoving me huh!

rule 4.
couples walking in front of me. please do not walk slow and pretend to enjoy the scenery. wad scenary?! the chaotic mess? the shoving and pushing? the rush for all sales item??
today got one couple cannot walk properly lor.. in front of me somemore. block the way sia. don't understand why the guy must wrap his arms around the girl and walk behind her. eh uncle. normal procedure is walk beside and hold hand de lor.
see!
hanky panky then go east coast there! haiyo. irritated by them.

okay. so that was it. my day at orchard. okay but not that bad. went there and saw my primary school friend. and we talked for a while. oh and his friend quite cute ahz. wahaha. not bad not bad. but still.
orchard?
eeew.

then....

hmmz. nothing much lah. except have a lot of things on mind which i can't solve.

and kaixiong not helping me much sia. saying i'm becoming too rowdy and vulgar. am i? am i?! he's going to die if i EVER see him in my entire life again.

heh heh. and my mummy sponser me 5 dollars for my comics today! =) yay! mummy's the best.

and ermz. it's really not very good being a freethinker. coz everyone's asking you to go church. i mean. i understand lah. but woahz. it kinds of scares me off.
when it comes to religion, i'm paranoid.

freethinker is a religion too right? hmmz. or maybe, i should set up my own-- the open-to-all-religions.com.sg
that means keeping an open mind towards all religion. and just practice whichever aspect of any religion you think you believe in. ayez. but i guess i'm talking crap.

i'm a soft-hearted girl!! i don't want to be a soft-hearted girl. i'll get pressurized into doing stuff. i suck. i'm a strong brave girl!
should i or should i not? i'll have to consider the aftermath of stuff.
maybe you think that coz we're all friends and all so i wouldn't particularly mind. but it's been one time too many. i thought since we no longer have school and stuff i won't be tied down by these stuff anymore. how about the way i feel and whether i'll like it a not?

arghz. friends huh.

=(
and i have another problem. someone keeps telling me the same stuff over and over again. and i'm repeating the same stuff over and over again. till.. i'm about to explode! why can't they understand how i feel? how many times do i have to repeat myself? there's nothing new going on there. there's so much that i can take.

yeah. at first i was there for you. listened when you needed me. comforted you in whatever ways i could. but how about doing this almost everyday? it's.. irritating. sighz.

you know wad. today's not really a good day for me. *sniff

tmr will be a better day! hmphz. good luck please come to me.

nightz tricia.

Friday, December 16, 2005

oh guess wad? i found a job! okay not me. actually it's the job agency who found it lah. oh and anybody wants to learn driving?
coz me and esthre gonna work at the driving centre! come visit us when you're free k! welcome welcome!

phew. first interview and i pass! whee~ okay. kinda looking forward to my job actually. but then again not really lah. was half half about it. coz.. december not over yet. then start work le. i prefer the slacking life. ah. but as fate would have it. since there's a job just take lor. no harm anyway.

okayz. then now. i wanna complain! wahaha.

haiz.
1) i can't wear jeans to work. i mean. but i'm only a temp staff.
2) not even working pants allowed! girls are doomed to wear skirts huhz.
3) no uniform!
4) must wear heels! that's the worse of the worse.
5) i don't know. but surely got somemore. think le then write

okay. but then there are the perks too.
1) good working environment.
2) people from all walks of life.
3) ah.. the traffic police department is there too! means got fit! handsome! cute! policeman there! lalala
4) maybe got nice guys wanna sign up driving lessons.
5) maybe i can get a lift home from work since everybpdy there drives.
6) make good friends with the driving instructors ah! later free lessons how?!

okay. was just kidding. think too much

oh. and i went to watch king kong!! with lots of people. haha. was nice! the show was 3 hours long though. go watch go watch!

haha, yah. aiyah. you know wad. i need to buy working clothes. and that sucks. spending money first even without earning. ayez. and worse is must buy skirt lah. can you believe it. i'll miss my jeans. how about i just wear school uniform go. will anybody know?

Thursday, December 15, 2005

okay. this was me at en's house before gathering! had to do something at her house first before proceeding. gosh. took a loooong time sia. anyway, i had honey water from her mummy! sorry auntie! i forgot to drink finish!

ah ha! that's me and my classmate xiao dan!! super pretty girl huh! so different from last time when she first came!
ta dah!! then that's me and pretty adeline! she's still as skinny as ever sia!

and these are my class girls!! 6 of them! hmmz.. coz 2 of them cannot make it. but 6 not bad le hor!

and these two idiots are andy and darren from left to right. kaoz. they damn evil lah. take photo also cannot take properly. haha, but andy and darren both looks so much better now than compared to sec 3 that time. haha, very funny.

and that's all! actually got more photos lah. but i lazy to take from en. i mean. she got send me. haha, and that lee fei fei come so late sia that day. then say gathering is boring. but quite true lah. ayez. supposed to be fun. but the food was okay. and it was a bit fun afterall. kudos to andy for organising!

think be organiser really chao hard.

anyway after that we went to watch chicken little! i thought the movie was nice lor. but the rest say okay lah. ayez. so disappointing.

and ermz.. yah. today went out with ng yen yong. kaoz. boss ng! she ah. today went interview. okay lah. not bad. she did quite well. but the job.. ayez. not a suitable one for her i guess. anyway after that both of us went job-hunting as usual.

it's okay lah.. just that we sign up how many forms and call up how many people le. so tiring. like looking for prom dress sia. only the prom dress one was worse.

anyway. we got interview tmr! my first! haiz. but the job kinda.. not say not good. the pay is... not worthwhile my time there?

even my mummy tell me look for better one. but already say going interview le.. so guess just go there and look see look see. anyway maybe people also don't wanna hire me. so go there and.. be busybody. then find job again. then.. maybe going to watch movie.

wahhhh.... no money. haiz. new year faster come.

k lah. going sleep. or maybe not, read storybook. shit. shouldn't have agreed to interview. tmr must wake up chao early. damn. nightz people.

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

i was supposed to buy birthday present today. ended up with ng yen yong coz as predicted i got pang seh-ed by my good friend. well done. so nvm. i needed to get a present anyway. but in the end me and ng yen yong went out wih leow norvin! haha

quite funny ah. but nvm! we got free mix and match sweets? the one at minitoons one. don't know wad is it called. wah. 4.45 bucks. lots of sweets. all mr leow pay de. thanx!

wondering why we ended up with him? coz he needed to buy christmas presents. and being the jobless two, who else better than us to accompany him?!

haha, but halfway through! we got a job! yay! jumps for joy! yeah right. not a very good job actually. but our first.

okay lah. coz my sister needed people to help out in selling barney badges! wow. imagine me and esther selling barney badges! but wad the hell. we got nothing to do so we went there to sell lorz. haha. kinda pathetic lah. but i think we only working one day. coz think they have enough people le. today not enough nia. sighz. not bad ah.
for every packet of badge and fridge magnet sold, we earn one dollar! a bit cheat money for us ah. one packet got like 3 badges lor! kaoz. and one packet of magnets coz 10 bucks. one packet of badge cost 6 bucks lah. chao hard to sell. somemore sell one packet like this only earn one buck. and today monday...

who will come down watch barney on monday?

okay lah not bad. boss ng! must tell them we sold 8 packets! whoo. so we earn wad? 8 bucks? split between two of us 4 bucks each. haiz.

think not enough to cover today eat out de cost. but nvm. we always take money out of our wallets, this time put 4 bucks in also not bad. and we worked for about an hour lah. hmmz..

oh yeahz. and if you didn't know this. barney is purple.

anyway. think i gonna blow my 4 bucks on comics. no lah. 3.50 actually. coz me and boss ng went to celebrate by buying mac's 50 cents ice cream to reward ourselves! haha

okay. after a hard day's work.. boss teo is blogging off! see yaz!

Monday, December 12, 2005

okay. today is cheryl teo's birthday. oh wow. whee. whoo. ahh. haa..

happy birthday then.

haha, okay. ermz. i haven't buy your present yet. but anyway. not that i wanna be calculating. but this year you also give me late my present. so yah. now we quits ya. haha, paiseh lah. tmr i going buy. haiz. so ke lian.

now thinking about it.. the money for comics... the money for movie.. oh manz.

yah lor. and ermz. the most important present from SAMSON.. so mine not that important can be belated. yeahz. wahahaha.

okay lah. i very ke lian. tmr go buy present alone. if not drag esther ng yen yong along lorz. since we might be finding for job AGAIN. ayez. but nvm. i like shopping alone too actually.

and.. mr hue is going to pang seh me again. haiz. this is the how many how many how many!!!! times le. kaoz. so ungentlemenly lah. don't know how i can stand you everytime also.

okay lah. my sister wanna use soon. shall stop blogging and go see wad nice presents she recieved. maybe i also can use her nice presents. lalala.
oh and she's working at downtown east.

she's selling barney badges! you know? the pink dinosaur with the i love you you love me song. yeahz. or was it purple? ayez. yah. so if any of you going to watch barney show! go buy a badge from her k!

she say she can help me take one badge for free! wahaha. aiyah. free badge only. haha. and i don't really like barney. except for the song. it goes like this..

i love you,
you love me.
we're a happy family.
with a great big hug and a kiss from me to you!
won't you say you love me too!

clap clap**
nice singing!
haha, of course!

i ALWAYS sing this song to zir zir in class. so fortunate for him ahz. i mean last time lah. now who to sing to?

so i've made up my mind! i'll sing to him the next time i see him!

eh en, go see his friendster pic k. he in uniform chao mature and good-looking. hahaz, there's hope there's hope! if you know wad i mean. haha, but just happy for him too lah.

tricia's not blogging! see ya all soon!

Saturday, December 10, 2005

muhd yasin. MILK CHOCOLATES ya. i wan dairy milk chocolates.

don't worry. i won't tell anyone at all that you made me wait close to an hour lah.

thanx. MILK CHOCOLATE. kinder surprise too.

after waiting for my FRIEND today, i went to the comic shop near S11 there to sort of make use of my membership which i haven't been using for a few months now. but it was a dumb thing to do lah. i wasted almost 4 bucks to read one and half books of comics, when that 4 bucks could have been used to borrow 4 books to bring home to read. wad a idiot i am. now i know. comic shop! just wait and see!

the comic shop was fun! but i was slow at reading in the beginning coz i haven't been in touch with my mandarin for a long time now. yay! now i shall start saving my money to read comics.

oh. then i went to meet ng yen yong for lunch. this is wad jobless and nothing-to-do people do. eat lunch and slack. i've been to tampines mall and century square for the past 3 days. damn. i've been there for almost my entire life! haha, but today i saw carol working at levis' jeans! man. should have gone there to work! do you think they'll sponser me the jeans to wear? darn.

then me and esther went to the library to slack. oh do you know now you can borrow 16 books?! so many huh.

oh and tmr is my sec 4 class gathering. hmmz... not very excited ah. haha. okay. maybe a bit. but still looking forward to it. see lah. tmr go out spend money. actually. everytime go out sure spend money. that's bad. very bad.

oh and on monday mr hue wants to go out with me. we shall see huh. always say only. but the times we've been going out seems to diminish. not that i'm complaining lah. actually i am! always never make time even when you have the time. ayez. but used to it already. wad to do.

oh and i must say! i watched perhaps love already! manz. i'm in love with a guy called takeshi kaneshiro! the songs are nice though the show is.. a bit slow lah. love story ahz. wad you expect. but the times when the movie is slow.. just stare into his eyes! comfirm electrified! kaoz. if only my boyfriend also like that. i'll get lost in his eyes. whee~~

oh and i have this weird dream yesterday! it's kinda like i'm in dreamland. i mean i was since i was sleeping. but it was a silly dream which will never happen. it's like me and you were together studying. for whatever the hell reasons. then after that we were talking and just talking. you were bogged down by your problems and me mine. then at that moment we just clicked and i knew wad you wanted and you knew wad i wanted. sort of telepathy thingy. and we smiled! hahaha

okay it was fun while it lasted. then we did a funny thing together which will remain in my memory for as long as i remember that is.

and i bet zir's not coming for the gathering tmr. coz don't think andy has his number.

hey! and today two idiots talk bad about me lor. i BELIEVE they don't mean it hor. you two!!!

act cute. (no!)

big arms. (hey! muscles man.. muscles)

cannot smile properly. (i have dimples! and i can smile!)

bhb. (the truth and the truth! nothing but the truth!)

short. (never!)

always think people wanna be associated with you. (i never think! i know =P)

wahz. just watch it.

but i believe, you probably wouldn't have come up with so much stuff about me, unless you notice me A LOT. lalala. aww. so sweet. thanx you two. but you better not mean it hor. the things above without the brackets. or else...

(i'll punch you)

and you know wad. it's okay to make mistakes and want to relieve the past. but wad's done cannot be undone. you can always start all over. it's a new start afterall! and with this new start, things might be better than before. and time is a great factor not to be missed.
don't feel sore about it. maybe it's just not meant to be afterall. there'll be others. and there'll be your friends ya. worry not!
tricia will save the day! ta-dah-dah-dah-dah-dah!

kz. tricia's leaving.. goodnight sweet dreams!

Friday, December 09, 2005

it wasn't meant to an entry for complaining. but along the way things change.

sometimes you put in so much effort for some stuff, but nothing comes out of it. and people complain. then you wonder wad's the point of doing all these anyway.
sometimes you just ask a casual question, but just somehow that question happens to irritate someone. for me the feeling now is like, there's noone in the world who can truly understand you now except for yourself.

the closer you are to someone, the harder it is to tell them that hey, you're wrong. you're making a mistake. or to even ask them to reflect back on themselves.
so wad if you have a religion? does it teach you certain moral values. some people can go on and on about how good their religion is and how it has help them and blah blah blah. so wad? it's not everything. somethings you just have to learn it the hard way.

actually. i don't even know why i'm complaining. i just felt a need to.

haiya. this is stupid. i feel so restricted to not be able to say stuff i wanna say.

okay take that.
person A. stupid retarded idiot. sometimes i don't understand you. at all times you may seem so high up there and seemingly intellectual. but after this i've come to this conclusion that, in more ways than some, you're just childish too.

person B. can't say much since i don't know you well. but i guess you should be smart to know good things don't come easily. can't help but think that you're kinda materialistic.

person C. so many things i want to point out. so many times i wanna tell you, hey, look, spare a thought for others. yet for so many times, i can't.

person D. idiot.

there's only so much one can take.
aiyahz. forget it. after saying so much. my tolerance level for them has come down to zero again. anyway who doesn't have flaws.

aiyahz but i'm also sad! hahaha

just thinking of the people i won't get to see. thinking of the people i miss. thinking of the stuff i'll miss and i missed. everything just adds up. stupid huh.

person E. i'll miss seeing you around. that's for sure. nothing much to look forward to is there.

person F. an extremely immature child that i'll always miss.

person G. haha, you're damn busy lah. can't even have a nice chat with you. know ya feelings. but makes it even more awkward for me i guess.

haha, to everyone. can don't need waste your effort guessing who's who. for me to know for you to find out. can't find out? then too bad ahz. can't say anyway. this is stupid ya.
not blogging ready. ciaoz.

Tuesday, December 06, 2005

as always, prom is supposed to be fun right? and yeapz. it was. but the preparation for it was not very. nevertheless, i enjoyed myself a lot that night.

the day before prom, me boon and shir went over to esther's house to do our nails. or rather. do their nails actually. i went there to join in the fun coz they say after that maybe got mahjong game? wahaha. and hey! ng yen yong. i got help out hor.

then the next day was prom! whee! was excited at the prospect of seeing everyone in their best! oh but before that i had to meet esther they all at some shop to do our make up and hair! haha and we did look different!

me with make up! wah... last time in choir the make up also not so nice hor.

ta-dah!! that's me and shir with only our make up on!

we look different huh! and now the one with our dress but without hairstyle!

oohz.. pretty pretty?

me and shir after all that make up and stuff

front...

back....

crazy pose!! haha, bey bey pose for you to admire de!

okay okay. enough of photos le. wad a hard time posting them. oh one last one.

that's all of us outside the shop! remember to go there next time k! if you have prom that is.

okay now for the part inside of fullerton.

dinner was grand. 90 bucks worth. of course everything also must eat ah. so i ate up most of the stuff on my plate. and that's including the rubberish jellyfish! eew. but it wasn't that bad lah.

oh and there were games to be played! haha, and i kena go up on stage. at first i was laughing at the guys passing the ball to one another then weiqiang tell me don't laugh! later i kena. kaoz. didn't know his words came true. but then! i won i won! wahaha. but the prize not very practical ahz. but it's okay. it's the fun that counts!

then after that other activites and stuff ah. cannot remember. but lots of photo taking! and then mr and miss prom king! which were shahrul and josephine! congrats congrats!

then after that was dance and yeah. the end. so fast huh.

and you know. i hate my stupid high heel shoes! it's so terrible! only wear one night and it made my feet swollen. =(

when i came home i was shuffling my feet so slowly coz it was very pain. then in the end i walked so slowly that my papa told me to just take off the shoes and walk barefooted. arghz. the price of beauty. and the next day i can't walk properly coz swollen too. i'm pathetic.

anyway yesterday was wan yuan's prom! today is chong's! can't wait to see their pictures! hope they had a nice time just like i did!

don't wanna blog le. see ya people!

Friday, December 02, 2005

i am so so so to the power of inifinity. tired. T-I-R-E-D. let's see.
last sunday had class bbq. so i went out with james mei yin and hongwei to get the foodstuff. manz. buy food till tired. then went to james house to unsuccessfully make jelly. well done.

next. being a monday the next day, since i offered to help make the food, i had to go earlier to james house to help. so i went. haha, frankly speaking.. i didn't help much lah. was kinda slacking around. i was damn tired out after all that shopping here and there. and at the same time. i was worried about not getting my prom dress.

okay next. when we had done the salad, which unfortunately was.. not wad we wanted, i went to cook mushroom campbell soup! yummy! then.. we slacked around coz time was early and yasin and joan came to help soon after.

then slowly but surely everyone else came. and it was a fun gathering!
haha, all of them had.. different hairstyles, different looks, different jobs.. but it was a happy and heart-warming gather of 04s304!

of course not forgetting miss ang! haha, and we took photos! shall post them up on the big screen like later. i enjoyed myself a lot.

but one bad thing was that i kinda forgot i had another bbq on the exact same day, and i had to missed it. ah. wad a waste. actually it was a chalet-cum-bbq lah.
haiz. me and meiyin went late and we made such an entrance when we entered the chalet coz we were chittering and chattering non-stop lah. so embarrassing! then both of us tried to squeeze through the stupid room door at the same time and got stuck there. meiyin's fault!

haha, yeah. so to summarise. chalet was fun! and so was the mahjong!
oh just to add in! i went to rollerblade! i'm glad that after about 5-6 years of not blading.. i haven't lost my touch! coz i didn't fall at all the whole day!

ooh. so proud of myself! and i thought mei yin maggie and bey how to blade! and yes! all were successfully except for meiyin. she's.. trouble. just look at her hand. she got it bandaged! coz she fell at an awkward position, even thought she had all the protective gear. manz. nothing to say to that huh.

haha, kz then! after chalet i went out shopping alone. yes. alone. no. i didn't type wrongly. actually.. there's nothign wrong with shopping alone. in fact. i was more efficient. out of all the days i wen shopping with my friends. i foudn nothing. but this time, i found my dress!! hee. so excited! now then i'm looking forward to prom! kaoz. the dress part was the worse lah. if i didn't find it. i would have been damn stressed.

then after tha keith they all at far east also. so i went to meet them coz i had to wait for meiyin lah. then so funny lah. i'm the only girl in the group of guys. but they were nice though. and it was fun. haha, but still felt kinda weird. lucky meiyin came like finally! after i waited so so so long. it's like even after keith they all went reds to cut hair FINISH she still haven't come. but yeah! john looks good!

okay so yes. all the above was yesterday. wanna hear about today? ayez. lazy to type man. i everything also cut short a lot.

oh but today! bey yan bye bye! she goign holiday.. haha. so me esther and boon went to send her off. aiyoz. poor shir. she's joined the world of working adults! as esther said, she's earning big bucks while we're just slacking away. hey. we call the shots! so she works!

okay just kidding. okay but yes. thanx to esther and boon. i got all my stuff. like finally. although they didn't really approve of my suggestions of accessories every single time, they still helped a lot. thanx! pity shir and bey were not there. nevertheless. it's a fun, tiring enjoyable day.

oh and come back le had to help my sister bake cookies.. which.. well.. didn't turn out to be so nice lah. i mean my recipe is so much nicer lah can =P wahahaha.

anyway. i don't feel like blogging anymore. too much things to blog too little time!

shall continue or shall not continue another day then! ciaoz people.
tricia has left! so long and goodbye!