if i don't make it a point to blog about the daily happenings of my life, i'm never going to be able to remember them all.
okay to start it off. let's just talk about work.
work is fine. but now i'm getting a bit sian of the job. it's still okay to me coz i go there feeling happy everyday. so it's good. but then now i feel that i'm doing the same processes everyday there. but nevermind. as long as it still makes me feel happy.
oh yes. and i think every boss has like two sides to them. like one evil and one nice side.
or maybe it's in everyone of us to have two sides.
she's nice when she's nice. mean when she's mean.
like. kinda hypocrite. as in. i don't know. just get that kinda feeling. it's something like she'll cajole you to get to her goal, smiling to you on the surface and everything.
yah. and she like doesn't really want us to take leave. and sorts of threatens us with our job.
like me and esther work there so long we've not taken a single day of leave lah.
kaoz. then we just ask her for a day off to take stupid results and she expects us to just take half-day off. come on man, we're only temp staff. we've the irght to take leave as and when we like. there's no pay dammit.
even staff get to take their annual leave. this is stupid. and then we wanna ask her whether we can take leave for the end of march and early april, she pretends not hear us. can't stand it. i don't like it when i'm talking and you pretend not to hear me. kaoz. and like the counters there have no space for us somemore so let us take leave.
everything also push to us. feel like telling her that in her face. well actually i did. but of course in a more tactful manner.
wah please. just let me rant everything out.
right. so let's talk about afterwork. i can't even remember wad i did lah. but i know during the new year week i was.. don't know how to say lah. it was fun and it was not.
then sat had like so many people coming to my house and everything.
then for the rest of the week i also don't know wad i did sia. shit. short term memory sucks. i only remember going to bey's house for steamboat. tom yam~!
that's about the only thing i remembered. and it was also the place where we planned to go for our thailand trip.
planning underway.
then nothing much. just that i notice the people around me aren't very happy at all. be it with work with friends with relationships with anything.
well if you're unhappy with anything and everything. stop. think. and look at the people around you. coz whatever you do you may think it's all boils down to wad you're feeling. but i'm telling you it's not. no matter wad you'll still be affecting the people around you in some ways or the other.
it's so unfair to them, when they're just trying to make you feel better and you just push them away. and it's unfair that when you feel down and act like nothing is wrong and act happy, the people around you have to go along with it, yet at the same time feel worried about you. it's emotionally taxing.
to cut the crap. the bottomline is that- i'm there for you but you do not see it. i'm here for you but you ignore me. i'm with you but you choose to walk away.
but i'm still waiting.
wow. see. i can sound intelligent when i want to.
i hope we get to thailand. it;s the one thing i really want to do.
and yes. i owe jiaqing this.
one milo dinosaur (milosaur short form) my treat to jiaqing coz i'm in a good mood. =)
okay that's fake. i owe him one milosaur coz liverpool accidently didn't lose to chelsea.
did you see the second goal? like so tyco lehz. hope he forgets about it.
haha, religion matters are out of my hand already. but anyway, thanx chong~ i means i do understand and accept certain facts and i do get wad you mean. but i'm just feeling irritated lah.
i wanna sleep. i wanna go blading. shall see how. ciaoz
posted by tricia, me and i at
1:12 AM
