Sunday, March 26, 2006

2 more days left to the trip. have not packed my stuff yet. osmehow i think it's going to be an enjoyable one.

anyway cheryl teo got a new samsung hp!!!! kaoz~
haha, nvm, i'll ne contented with mine. hers have to shake the phone to get the camera mode on. wah. train my arm muscles sia. shake and shake. shake like shit also the camera thingy never on. but overall her phone's quite cool. wah. wait till i get mine!

have to send my uni application stuff le. cannot delay any longer!
pack bags bring bags. it's going to be the last few days of hibernation. though i think i have spent quite a lot the past few days. hey. but i got save. wait till the power is unleashed. may the force be with us esther.

stupid nazir. ask him wad he wants from bangkok, he asked me and en to go for boobs enhancement surgery. haha, sickening asshole.

going to have dinner with joan they all in town tmr. which means spending more money.. =( haha but it's okay.. i've saved quite a big i guess.

i still wanna watch v for venetta? i still can't get the movie's name lah. or the fragile. which my collegue recommended me.

haha, and yes. i finally saw how junhan looks like. haha, well..............
no comments.
okay. maybe he's just kinda not really on the tall side. and ermz. i htink photo looks better. haha, but i think he looks like a nice guy anyway. approve lah. although he doesn't know how to play badminton.

wah. 2 more days. don't miss me people!!

sometimes when 2 people meet, somehow or rather it's kinda fated. or that's how i think. coz you don't get to choose the people you meet in life.
it's funny how the world is so small or maybe even for that matter, sg itself is so freaking small. yet everything around you just goes around in circles.

oh well.

3 more days to the trip. hmmz. i'm kinda excited. thinking of wad to pack wad to bring and everything. seems very busy huhz.

and today i went out with my colleague and esther! we went to watch evolution. the movie was good.. and well, shocking to a certain extent. haha, but i guess when you reach a certain age, you'll get there when you get there.

it was a fun day today with the movie and the dinner.

sometimes, it's not the movie that you're watching but the people that you're watching with. coz you just feel so comfortable and happy watching that same movie with them, that anything just turns out to be just nice =)

the greatest satisfaction that i feel i derive in life is the small little happy things that happens around me. even giving gifts can be so enjoyable =)

i'm satisfied. to be able to go out and have fun with you =)

Saturday, March 18, 2006

just had a comment from esther to update my blog coz she's sick of seeing the same picture everytime she come in. wad's wrong? nice wad.

anyway not to even mention the earlier part of the week. today was already bad itself.
came in for work early in the morning and got nagged at by boss. i was just sitting there doing ntohing listening to my mp3 and she said how come i cannot even spend the extra minutes taking the initiative and starting work early for her.

kaoz. stupid lor. extra minutes is 20 minutes can. not that i don't wanna work. but my 20 minutes is 2 dollars can. and if i come early is i wrong!? so come late is correct?
kaoz.
you think i want to be early? ask the bus uncle slack a bit can?

worker come in for work early also got scolding. somemore say me and esther working for the money only. bullshit.

if we were even if you ask us to always do ot you think we won't reject you? you even think we'll stay on in this job for so long. of course is coz we also quite like the job wad.
and the ot is still like 6 per hour can. other people ot on public holidys or sat and sun they also increase their pay. me and esther bring in business also no comission whereas you all have we also complain but never say anything right. still pull in customers for you wad. basket.

just don't like to be scolded early in the morning lah. and the thing is that i don't even thnk it's my fault. you so initiative. you work 24/7 lah.

irritating.

speaking of irritating. my office came so many new people. and one of them i really... argh~ headache man headache.

just because we are of the same age doesn't mean you can act and do as you wish. show some respect for ME. afterall in terms of seniority in work, i am the winner. not that i wanna be mean. it's like, you so do not disregard my words. not when i call out to you 3 to 4 times and you ignore me yet make the same mistake.

if you were nicer that bit. i probably would not even use my position being more senior than you to shoot you. take that. hmphz.

see. one position higher than me scold me. one lower than me shows disregard. sian.

but whatever it is. 'm just going to forget about them. wad for i so xiao qi. i just say say on my blog only. if i really so xiao qi, i'll be no different from them. go tricia!

anyway for the past two weeks i recieved my first two compliments from customers!
one was from a lady who sent an e-mail to thank me =D hee. but her e-mail also got thank others. and she spelt my name correctly!! yeah! hope you pass your test!

and another was from another malay guy who was very sweet. haha, thanx to you both! makes me think all the horrid things were worth while afterall! and of course the good colleagues i have. not forgetting ng yen yong senior trainee. haha. eh. we upgrade le k.

stupid uncle. today still shoot us. say we like anything also don't know. kaoz
but to be nice. i hope you pass your driving test and get your license. only to have it revoke due to drink-driving. say me and esther.

haha. now i sound like a bad customer service officer. k. but some people, they really get on your nerves man.

anyway happy birthday pk! glad we could use your birthday and organise some kinda gathering. haha, dinner with the canoeist was fun! anyway, poor john was sick. next time k!

sometimes i feel so irritated with people. but i don't know how to express my irritatedness.

why they can't put themselves in other people's shoes and think.

why they always wanna ask the obvious?

how come they always like to do the same stuff back to me, like over and over again.
obviously i don't like it and i've told you before. so stop doing it back to me over and over again. sometimes i really feel so tight up there. sometimes i do. i really do lah. damn.

now with the big hoo-haa of the bangkok stuff and all. arghz.
parents are worried. friends are going. ticket been paid for. everything's settled.
stupid. not sure whether my parents will let me go anyway. but i guess they will. if things don't take a turn for the worse.

haiz. not like i purposely wanna go when there's an election right. i mean. which idiot would do that.
so qiao now got demonstration. and of all things. singapore must unknowingly get involve. how how how?
i also don't want my parents to worry about me wad. i just wanna go there buy stuff enjoy myself and make them happy by buying back stuff for them. is that so wrong?

to go or not will depends. thaksin please step down for a while. go europe watch liverpool match and stay there till we fly back.

wad a tough week. and i feel like i really roughed it out.

but it's okay. i'll take it as it come!

Tuesday, March 07, 2006

look! that's me and shir! the nicest photo we've taken so far =D of course you must see who is the one taking it.

that's the three of us! from left: xiaosam, shir and me! looks kinda dark. must be shir's camera =X

this one is we ask the k box guy to come and help us take de. kaoz. take one photo then service charge so high sia~ lucky i got ask him to keep refilling the tid-bits. smart me!

then this is me and shir. actually we were standing up on the k box sofa and singing and jumping. haha, don't tell anyone k.

k boxing with xiaosam and shir was fun! haha, xiao sam wanted to treat us for doing well in a levels. but then he only small boy. so he treated us to shi lin chicken and crepes. which was not bad at all.

then we went to play pool. and me and shir treated xiaosam to pool. coz we working le and he's still studying.

anyway it was a very fun day that i had. and me and shir realised that we have dropped chao a lot from former choir standards. thank you xiaosam! next year okay? i'm saving up hor.

then after that on sunday me shir and esther went to cycle. coz. ng yen yong don't know how to blade lehz. one of these days i die die also must teach her!

work is okay. now boss is giving me a headache! she is so.. haha, pms. always ask us to eat lunch so late. then we eat late right, she surely scold us say why we haven't go eat yet. kaoz. don't know wad she want sia.

that day still hint hint us go thailand must buy back wad for her.eeyer~ -shudders-
the power of BOSS.

anyway. my sms is going to bao. haiz. because of some reasons that i'm so not decline to say.

maybe, the things that you really want, you have to wait for them. but sometimes, no amount of waiting can ever get you the things that you want.

haha, and wad shir says really brings back memories. only stupid zir will be the one calling us slut bitch and whore at his own free will. kaoz. call until like become our own names liaoz. stupid sia. haha.

anyway, guess when you call someone names, regardless of whether the person minds or not, better not do it often. like of course there's a limit to it lah. but i realised that there are still chidlish people in this world who don't exactly think when they start this name-calling and treat it as a joke. watch the signs people.

and good! tourmaline says we can meet up next week. please tell me your schedules people! and we can start planning for our wonderful thailand trip!

i went to meet keith and the dongsterz today to pass him some stuff. haha, they still look the same. keith looks keith. but then i thought den look fitter. and faeez looked more like a teacher now! not so student-ish already. yixin looks taller. yisheng looks.. the same. haha.

and i went home to find out that i left my hp in his car. then nvm. go into the lift he close the lift door on me sia~ ouch.

anyway that's all i have to blog lah. certain stuff i also cannot remember le. take care keith koh~

Friday, March 03, 2006

still remember me and esther went to apply for job. application there always put a levels pending. now pending no more!

yupz. to those who're concerned, thanx! i got a b c!
and ermz. b4 for english i guess.

actually i'm okay with it lah. like get results a bit nervous. but then when i saw i got a b c i was okay. no feeling i guess. haha, coz my mentality was that i can go uni with decent grades should be good enough.
not like i didn't work hard. just that up till now. i still feel that i didn't work hard enough. i think o levels i worked harder than ever. but not a levels.

oh well. if you wanna ask me whether i'm disappointed. just disappointed with my english i guess. i was expecting a b3. damn.

and as for results i guess there are people who did well and people who did not.
but don't worry. there's always a place for you in this world. like. somehow, you'll surely find wad you're destined to do in life. that's what i think. as long as you're alive, you can make your own dream come true.

for those who did well. congrats!

now that everything's over and done with. can concentrate on my trip to thailand.
and.. it'll be like a long time before i can see all my jc friends again. sighz.
and the thing that i'm dreading now is.. uni orientation.

anyway. now i have to think about course for uni.
hate to choose the next chapter of my life. so mah fan sia.

anywayz. i'll miss all my friends!
nightz!