how should i start then.
i guess. it's hard to accept certain stuff and the way things turn out.
it was never going to be the way i had envisoned. far too perfect to be true.
deep down i knew. yet i choose ignorance to be bliss. sigh.
i met a boy, cute as can be. sounds familiar? yupz. from grease. haha, but hey. it's true.
i met this boy, cute to me. sweet thoughtful and gentlemenly. but as it turns out. we can only be friends. but fine with me. coz it's the memories that only i would have. it's special in that sense huh.
haha, now i know how shielded away from the big world out there that i am.
well. i guess i could cry. or i could choose not to.
now it just proves to me how soft i can be deep inside.
chong, remember that quarrel about her that we had? well. i'm not whatever you said i was. strong independent and stuff. i have my weaker moments too. and this is one of it.
don't ask me wad happen. whatever the matter is, i'll be fine when the sun shines again tmr.
when the paths of two people meet, i hope, it won't be just hello and goodbye.
oh and don't worry. it never was some kind of bgr stuff that happened to me coz i was not in a relationship with the cute guy. it was special i guess. but special was all that it was.
posted by tricia, me and i at
10:50 PM
