hall camp just ended. uni life is starting. it's kinda funny and enriching actually. haha, can see that esther has really enjoyed herself at hall camp. of course i did too. new friends, fun, games... etc.
anyway more about hall camp some other post. it's too long to talk about.
i guess moving in to hostel and to the uni is kinda fun. but somehow i feel that while looking forward to this new life, i'm sort of abandoning my old life. it's really kind of a sucky feeling. coz certain things you can't look back and say that i should have done this or that when now nothing you say or do now will help.
i feel my old life slipping away from me slowly but surely. and the worse thing is i can do nuts about it.
haha, actually i'm saying all these coz i didn't get to go out with low xuan they all due to hall camp. and because the other time i was supposed to go back mj with them too but i didn't turn up. well. i guess, there'll be other chances.
but just somehow and somewhere i feel that it's wrong, but i can't exactly pinpoint wherever the hell that is wrong.
probably i'm just jealous that they can go out together but i can't. but then again orientation was fun.
haha, i can't make up my mind how i'm feeling.
but i really wanted to go out with them though.
ahh. messed up messed up. darn.
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posted by tricia, me and i at
12:56 AM
