yeah. it's the end of my exams but the start of my professional attachment!
ahhhh.
want to know how my work has been?
it's not that bad... except that i was told that i have 3 projects to work on with a 4th coming my way soon.
and it was right after exams. so yeah. kinda sucks. i dreaded going to work so soon and i really relish the two days break i had before going to work.
well, exams were... alright i guess.
sem after sem i just hope for the best. it's always the case. but this sem i went back home to study. so.. well. i also don't know lah. but since it's over. there's nothing much to talk about.
however i do need to add in that xu was exceptionally undertsanding and nice to me during the entire exam period. and i felt super bad at pang-sehing him to go home to study. coz his roommate wasn't around most of the time and he was alone in hall. sorry!
but he was super duper nice about it. and when i came back to hall, he took great care of me. his just so nice that sometimes i wonder why do i anger him and make him pissed with me. but oh wells. there are bound to be quarrels.
but the happy times we have and the thoughtfulness of him does make all the quarrels seem so minute.
i guess i must say i am extremely lucky to have him.
i also think that i'm not that good a gf. haha. coz.. i also don't know. maybe i'm more selfish towards myself. as in i always feel that there's not really such a thing as forever because sometimes the unexpected do happen and people change.
so when we talk about the future, i will always be like no promises, you'll never know what's gonna happen kind of thing.. and i always feel a bit afraid to fully commit. not that i'm not committing fully.. but just not so... you know.
but i've to say he really surprises me at times by being super thoughtful. thanx a lot man. ha.
anyway i thought i would have a lot to blog about. but apparently now that i'm typing. there doesn't seem to be anythgin to say.
oh yah! haha. my birthday party then. haha happy to be having one. invited my closest friends and it's meant to be a close-knitted event. hee.
i hope my friends enjoy my party and have as much fun as i do. and whatever presents you all are going to give me, i will love it.
can't wait for that day.
now that i am starting work. xu has been coming down for the whole week to accompany me for lunch! ha. see. he can be really nice right. well my colleagues are super weird.
like they prefer to not go out for lunch or prefer to pack lunch in the office and eat. like,we're already stuck in the damn office 24/7 and they don't even want to go out and eat and liek get some air?
haha and office life is maybe not just right for me man. i'm always falling asleep in front of the computer especially after lunch. i have the freedom to surf the net for the purpose of doing work. but then again. i'm tired of doing so. nobody cares what i'm doing. there's a hell lot of autonomy. which is good. and bad. haha.
but it's only for 9 weeks. now there's only 8 weeks left. ha. yay!
oh yah. and bad news!!!
xu might be going overseas for his pa man!! aww shucks.
feel so left alone. hahaha. like i'm the only one doing pa. but nevertheless. he will be missed!
argh. 2-3 weeks. sian diao.
wad am i going to do?
but never about that. shall appreciate the fact that he is still here!!! yeah.
alright. i'm going to watch show now. yeah!!!
can you smell freeedom!!!!!
happy happy!
tricia is happy!
