today was nationals cross-country. joan ran despite her sprained ankle which was recovering and her flu and i think cough. stubborn sia. tell her don't run already. tmr she sick she better not complain to me lor. i'm gonna scold her like anything if she even utter a sound.
aiyah. sorry lah. today a bit moody. don't know why sia. maybe period coming? haha, hate period and rainy days. troublesome like anything. today rain then some of the girls didn't get to canoe. i don't mind if it's raining while we're canoeing. but the guy at the reservoir seems to have opinions of his own that definitely differs from mine! aiyah. but then again. even if i had a chance to canoe, canoe with..? that's another thing. i don't know.
some people do things just to please others not for themselves. why sia. give other people the wrong impression. if you don't like anything and you wanna stop doing that thing then by all means. don't do things which you're forcing yourself to do. somemore you do le then never even put in your 100%. no diff from not doing it at all. shucks. i'm irritated. so so irritated. irritated irritated irritated. irritated by the attitude of others, irritated with everyone lah basically. guess even if you're not irritating today i'll still feel irritated by you. hate moody days man. nvm. i'll be better in a while.
and i think i sprained my ankle. damn. just now running the route at macritchie a bit slippery downhill and my ankle twisted. but then i continued running then not pain. then now come home a bit pain. hope it's not really a sprain. hope it's just pain. for now. then tmr won't le. i don't want to sprain my ankle. everyone's like spraining their ankle nowadays. quite dumb lor. joan sprained hers'. so did tong siang. zheng jie too. i don't want to sprain mine too. like so copycat hor. no no. i don't want i don't want.
wish my mummy wouldn't keep nagging at me when i come home. so tired and everything and she still asks me like quite silly questions sometimes. then is not i want to be like quite rude to her. it's just getting on my nerves lah. rude to her then later keep thinking then i will feel bad. argh. she ask me whether fri i eating dinner on my own or she buying back for me. how i know?! today's not even fri yet. and i don't know fri wad time i end cip and all that stuff. it's just irritating to think about it now. but wad's the big deal lah. i mean, she buy back or i eat out, also she not cooking. she nv cook for how long le lor. then everytime dinner should be the usual routine wad. about 4 years plus plus of not cooking and buying back dinner she still ask this type of questions.
and my sister another one. keep talking on the phone. always man. talk on the phone still want to act busy. always when her friend call her then halfway she will talk to us. like wanna action that her family very close very funny, always like to bully her in a fun way like that. (you get wad i mean?) but... too bad! wahaha. we're just not. i'm not. i'm mean. can't stand it when she does that. esp when guys call. like just now she using both the computer and talking on the phone and listening to music on the com. talk that time quite act cute. talk also talk so loud. music also blast loud. irritating to my ears. then i ask her wad time she use finish the com. and she ask me why. wah lao. she quite retarded right. obviously is i wanna use the com then ask her wad time she use finish mahz! kaoz. like i never ask her before like that. and she ownself know lor. just that i ask her that time wad was she doing? talking on the phone. don't know want to haolian to her friend about wad. i think my impression as her sister on her friends is a bad one. but who gives a damn. i hope she sees my blog. if not i'll purposely leave the com on at my blog page. must let her see. cheryl teo if you're seeing this you better go and fan xing fan xing lor. who ask you go and find out about my blog. then just too bad that i wanna talk bad about you. hmphz.
although i think i quite mean. but i'm in a heck care mood today. maybe i'll just reflect tmr.
saw fazly just now. haha, it's been a while since i last saw him.. he's looking good and fine as usual.. although kena retained but still damn easy-going. ahh! but he say my arm damn big and i look damn muscular. shit him lor. then he keep pressing my arm there to feel the bloody muscles. haha it's damn idiotic lah. oh no~ but then he's not the only one to say le. haiya. whatever lah.
going to listen to linkin park! i always cool down when i listen to their songs. happy also listen to their songs. sad also listen to their songs. haha, it's sort of a revenue where it can totally depict my feelings whatever they are. it's not just the beat of the music and the lyrics. it's also how well i can relate to the songs. which is very well indeed. =D yay!
posted by tricia, me and i at
12:54 PM
