hmmz.. today's training was okay! me and en hit a new timing of 10.52! yeahz! was quite proud of it.. but i think there will always be others who can do so much more than us. hahaz, but anyway, yupz!
my sister is so irritating. just now i turned my back on her. then she say that my behind look like a man's backview!!!!! hey! wad sia~ she say coz canoe too much le. but then again, my backview does not. i repeat. does not look like a guys'! i'm a girl through and through. yeah.
anyway.
haha. was just thinking about some stuff. apparantly i feel that i've been kinda busy nowadays with training and studies. it gets me tired mentally and physically that i think i neglect the people around me. hmphz. kinda selfish huh. haha, so i just wanna say i'm sorry!!! for all those whom i've neglected or forget to do things as they really slip my mind! i swear! i didn't purposely forget!
haha, i used to go studying with joan last year before mid-years and we would be in school by 7.30 everyday without fail and without having to sms each other. but then now things have changed! missed studying with her.. but i also enjoy studying with bey they all! though sometimes there is a few miscommunications here and there.
hmmz.
was reading bey's blog about her life. haha. i mean. i knew she was close to lihui they all.. but i didn't know they were so close. i guess it's because they were in the same class? haha. anyway reading it brings back lots of memories. i still think me bey en and elinda were closest in sec1 and closest in sec4. esp during higher chinese. at that time we were just pure happy and everytime we went out after higher chinese lessons, we would chit chat and have fun and there wasn't anything that we couldn't talk about.
actually i guess i haven't always been a good friend. haha, always sms people late and everything. online also reply late. haha, always forgetting to bring stuff and everything.
but then, i guess.. for me it's like, the more i'm closer to you as a friend, the more comfortable i am with you, the more i tend to take you for granted. coz i assume that you know me well enough and i'm more than comfortable in your presence that we don't have to be so polite to each other. (not saying i not polite hor) i mean, like, we can dispense with all the formalities and what-nots coz our friendship goes way beyond that? and to me, between close friends, no words need to be said to know what the other party is thinking. but i guess this unspoken agreement is the thing that can sometimes cause misunderstandings. sometimes, what i do not say or do doesn't mean i don't care, i don't know or that i'm just being mean. i just choose to keep quiet.
i guess in each of our hearts, you and i know wad i'm talking about, and our friendship goes way beyond the superficial misunderstandings. perhaps i've never explained myself before perhaps i've taken too many things for granted and assume a lot! for that i'm really sorry!! really! sorry! haha, yupz. our 6 years of friendship is definitely more than that! hope you feel the same way too.
posted by tricia, me and i at
1:37 PM
