today is the finals for interschool nationals canoeing championship. sounds grand huh. yet at the same time it also means that my life with canoeing has officially ended. anyway, kudos to jac for coming in 2nd for the k1 1000m race! i'm so proud of her!!
she beat the nj people hands down and that's no easy feat! although she didn't get first, nevertheless, she has really trained hard!
ronald and jerry came in 4th! they lost by a mere few cm sia! i feel so unfair for them! they were pit against the advantage kayaks! i bet if we had one, they probably could come in 3rd and above! but who ask our school poor. but then again. they have really trained hard these past few months and they really deserved more than just a 4th! but i'm also proud of them!
heh. then after that the usual canoeing gang went to eat sakae sushi at heeren there. haha, we ate the buffet for like 3 whole hours! it was really a well spent 16 bucks on the buffet. was damn full!
i know i shouldn't still be brooding over certain things. but i guess i still need some time to pick myself up again. don't bother asking me with the don't think too much stuff and the are you okay questions. i guess it's something i have to think through myself, get an answer before i can move on. i guess i've been taking things too lightly such that when failure comes, it hits me real bad.
anyway sorry faeez! haha, really! i guess i sounded a little too direct or crude in my smses.. but i wasn't thinking properly at that time coz i just woke up.. yeahz. anyway, sorry! and i didn't insult sr lah. i mean, not really. but i just don't really like them now. ahz. you must be there at that moment to understand how i feel. anyway, different people have different feelings about different stuff and things.
i guess i shall end here. i have many disorganised thoughts and feelings. so hard to pen them down! but anyway.. yupz. going sentosa tmr with the canoeists! shall fully and thoroughly enjoy myself, before going plunging back into the stressful lifestyle that is slowly but surely beckoning to me.
tricia is lost in thoughts! she must pick herself up where she fell.. all she needs is time. tricia left!
posted by tricia, me and i at
3:44 AM
