wahh.. i can't believe tomorrow is my last day of freedom. *grumbles grumbles*
argh. one more day to work. seems like my new found freedom is being taken away from me. not that i don't wanna work.. it's just too soon for me i guess.
haha, you know my idea of an ideal job is chao far from wad i have now?
my ideal job:
1) i'm allowed to wear jeans and sports shoes to work.
2) it must not be some waitress job coz i can't stand around the whole day lah.
3) i don't mind promoting stuff or selling stuff. best is if i can make use of my mouth that kind.
4) don't need to put make up
5) absolutely no need of skirts.
6) this one is most important. don't need to wear heels.
7) pay must range from $6 - $7 lah
8) working hours anything also can!
9) best is weekends don't need work first.
10) working place must be like near my house so that maybe my papa can fetch me to work. =( wah lao. like that then can save on my transport fee wad. =)
now. can you see how faaaaarr i am from my ideal job?!
this sucks lah. i really don't mind slacking around all day while everybody's gone to work. i mean maybe till my fanancial resources have been sucked dry by me then come and talk. but! peer pressure has a way of getting around to you. even my sister has a job.
oh well. have i told you about my interview? well it was okay i guess.
and of course questions were asked. then the lady asked me about my working experience. wad was i to say? yah one day selling barney badges? haha
so i said i was involved in a sales job. wah. sounds so professional. then was helping my sister sell some stuff coz they needed help. then the lady thought i was talking about a big sister. then she flip to the other side and saw that i stated younger sister.
so she said, " eh? you are the da jie ah? " fei hua. of course is me right. who else better for the job? but think chao paiseh lah. wad the hell manz.
hmphz. okayz. anyway. i feel that the job is going to tie me down terribly! like being committed and whatever. but i've accepted it. so must face it bravely!! like a woman! there!
but anyway i already plan wad i wanna do with my pay le. haha
and speaking about pay. i didn't know first paycheck was so important. everyone's asking me whether i'll treat them on my first paycheck. hell. hiang en didn't even do that on HER first paycheck. haha, that dumb dumb splurge it on clothes.
it's evil huh. find job also must find those with uniform one mahx. that's also wad i wanted. i mean even if no uniform must at least allow me to wear jeans! haiz. sian diao. today i complain chao a lot.
i think on tuesday after my first day at work.. surely shall have a LOT of things to say de.
today my sister wanna change hp. change to the sony ericsson one. the walkman one? aiyoz. must go all the way to heeren. and the worse thing is that it was raining!!! okay.
rule 1.
ask me go out. no problem. but so do not ask me to go to town. especially on weekends. especially when it's near this festive season (fa la la la la) called christmas. i'm going to grumble and complain the whole way lah. haha, grumble and complain le then i'll feel bad. coz i was sure my mummy didn't want me complaining the whole way. then always give in to me.
rule 2.
people in orchard road always like to step on my slippers!!!!
so rude. step le always never say sorry. spoil le who wanna buy me new one. step step step. piak* their face. somemore raining lehz! step le then my slipper wet. kaoz. somemore the slipper is my birthday present lehz. one more time they step and my slipper will become slapper.
rule 3.
people push me! and then they walk chao slow. squeeze me to one corner also.
then everytime i'm surrounded by crowds, i'll have the tendency to want to scream! i want to tell them. "OEI! excuse me! can you please walk faster. behind people pushing." or "EXCUSE ME lah!" or say loudly at the top of my voice "HAIYAH! these people in front walk damn slow sia! " and make all sorts of "tsk tsk tsk" noise.
if i still had my muscles and strength from canoeing training... die! try shoving me huh!
rule 4.
couples walking in front of me. please do not walk slow and pretend to enjoy the scenery. wad scenary?! the chaotic mess? the shoving and pushing? the rush for all sales item??
today got one couple cannot walk properly lor.. in front of me somemore. block the way sia. don't understand why the guy must wrap his arms around the girl and walk behind her. eh uncle. normal procedure is walk beside and hold hand de lor.
see!
hanky panky then go east coast there! haiyo. irritated by them.
okay. so that was it. my day at orchard. okay but not that bad. went there and saw my primary school friend. and we talked for a while. oh and his friend quite cute ahz. wahaha. not bad not bad. but still.
orchard?
eeew.
then....
hmmz. nothing much lah. except have a lot of things on mind which i can't solve.
and kaixiong not helping me much sia. saying i'm becoming too rowdy and vulgar. am i? am i?! he's going to die if i EVER see him in my entire life again.
heh heh. and my mummy sponser me 5 dollars for my comics today! =) yay! mummy's the best.
and ermz. it's really not very good being a freethinker. coz everyone's asking you to go church. i mean. i understand lah. but woahz. it kinds of scares me off.
when it comes to religion, i'm paranoid.
freethinker is a religion too right? hmmz. or maybe, i should set up my own-- the open-to-all-religions.com.sg
that means keeping an open mind towards all religion. and just practice whichever aspect of any religion you think you believe in. ayez. but i guess i'm talking crap.
i'm a soft-hearted girl!! i don't want to be a soft-hearted girl. i'll get pressurized into doing stuff. i suck. i'm a strong brave girl!
should i or should i not? i'll have to consider the aftermath of stuff.
maybe you think that coz we're all friends and all so i wouldn't particularly mind. but it's been one time too many. i thought since we no longer have school and stuff i won't be tied down by these stuff anymore. how about the way i feel and whether i'll like it a not?
arghz. friends huh.
=(
and i have another problem. someone keeps telling me the same stuff over and over again. and i'm repeating the same stuff over and over again. till.. i'm about to explode! why can't they understand how i feel? how many times do i have to repeat myself? there's nothing new going on there. there's so much that i can take.
yeah. at first i was there for you. listened when you needed me. comforted you in whatever ways i could. but how about doing this almost everyday? it's.. irritating. sighz.
you know wad. today's not really a good day for me. *sniff
tmr will be a better day! hmphz. good luck please come to me.
nightz tricia.
posted by tricia, me and i at
12:34 AM
