out of 18 years of my life. v-day this year was exceptionally boring.
i guess in school you get to celebrate like almost every single occassion with everybody.
but still, there's always a little something nice to every bad thing.
someone unexpectedly remembered this date. and i got an online v-day present. which was kinda sweet. i mean. very sweet. haha. and not to forget funny. but thanx anyway.
i'm not trying to be mean or a sourgrape about today just coz it's v-day. but it's like so different. coz yeah.. v-day was kinda like a friendship day to me. and there's no colleague day either.
well was happy for one of my colleague who recieved a basket of flowers sent right to the centre. and of course a little present she recieved too. v-day is all about little surprises.
but this year don't really see a lot of couples and everything lehz.
hee. to talk about happier things. one of the scenarios came true! wow. total bliss manz.
edison passed his driving test!!! like at his first attempt too! kaoz. damn proud of him lah. he was wearing black today.
he's so.. zai!
haha, today seeing him is like.. haha sorry. sound so wad. but i really very happy to see him. just too bad he pass le not coming back. like forever. sianz. now one more less person to look at.
but then i think he know i looking at him. damn paiseh.
and i saw desmond today!
but only one glance. i wanted to see longer but.. unexpected things cropped up. by the time i was back.. couldn't see him le. was kinda disappointed.
sometimes i feel indecisiveness is really a key problem to almost everything. be it in relationships or friendships.
certain things you wanna say but it's best to hold yuor tongue. i think that's one of the most awful feelings one could ever have.
i wanted to do something today. but i couldn't. worse was i voiced it out but i didn't get wad i want. yet i can't force it out.
people can be really selfish at times huh...
sometimes i hate myself for being so soft at heart too.
posted by tricia, me and i at
11:06 PM
