it's hard.
sometimes you just wish for a more stubborn, more straightforward and frank character of yourself.
It's hard too. to be restricted by the things as well as the people around you.
but don't we all grow to live with that?
it's hard when you feel invisible walls closing onto you.
it's hard when you try to do something, but not get the result you want.
it's hard when... you try to speak to someone but your words just pass straight through.
it's hard when, obviously you are standing there with everyone, but the other person only notices your prescence when everyone else has sat down.
i just wish i could be a little teeny weeny bit stronger than i think i already am. i just wish i were to be a teeny weeny bit more firm in my decisions.
i just wish.
posted by tricia, me and i at
1:55 AM
