there!

looks not bad right. ha!

but then. i still like long hair. coz it's hot and irritating at that length. but with long hair you can tie it up. but oh well. with short hair. no need to maintain. but need ot buy gel. see how.

but i'm still PRETTY.

ooh. and i went to watch enchanted today. ha. thumbs up* it's truly and really a walt disney production. and funny. tomorrow, i want to watch hero.

and when i go back hall, i want to watch... heroes. whee!

then.. it's going to be back to work for me next week manz.

kinda sian. coz having worked at comfort for some time.. almost two years in fact.. i feel that i have already learnt whatever that can be learnt there already. i guess that's why people job-hop huh.

there;s nothing much for me to learn there and it might be time to move on to greener pastures? but then, other than the pay and the flexible time... well i did meet some nice people and some people whom are just cynical? well.. i don't know the word to describe them but it's not good lah. is the working world like that?

ha. well different from my expectations. but i've been warned.

anyways, i went to for a mini facial today coz the facial centre VANILLA that xu goes to were giving him the voucher since it was their tenth anniversary. it wasn't so bad and the result showed me a brighter and cleaner face. BUT.

as always. beauty comes with a price. the freaking package is exepensive! well not expensive if you consider long term wise, but for me, a poor NTU student. johnson and johnson facial wash twice a day will do me just fine =)

i plan to work hard this december. to earn more money.

so i can lead the lifestyle i want =D

actually facial doesn't sound bad you know. can consider going coz the effect is there. but.. i mean i have so much stuff to buy. i just saw a new anime that i can consider buying.. and i have to get cheryl teo's birthday present.. and.. yeah well, expenses for the month?

but nevertheless, it's somehting that's going to be at the back of my mind, till i'm rich.

anyway wanna contribute to save the tricia fund oh please, can contact me. be more than willing to help =D

lastly, singing karaoke with xu was kinda fun and funny =D

and i wonder. wad is love and how long will it last?

just have a nagging feeling in me that i'm afraid of. i mean, how is it possible for a couple to stay married so long and yet still be in love? i'm just scared that one day i wake up to find myself just not loving anymore. and it's scary. coz i don't want to. but feelings cannot be controlled.

i hope it never happens to me.

part of the reason was coz when i was going out with irwin and yah there was a time i decided i didn't really like him anymore and that we should just not be going out with each other anymore and that's when i told him that we should just remain as friends.

maybe coz i was too young to understand a thing? or maybe not. coz afterall i stop liking him and just wanted to remain as friends. i don't know. it;s complicated. but just a random musing.

anyway. two-timing guys are just such jerks. make up your mind which girl you want man. and end it off with one before going out with another. indecisive two-timing bastard. i mean we can understand if you have a change of heart, but, shouldn't you end off what you started before starting a new one?

many things have happen of late it's sad!

i think maybe the world is angry with us for polluting it and everything. and not taking care of it. just want to say, rest in peace to von's mum and to the 5 dragonboaters.

tricia was here. the cold grey world?