My driving test

Hello people! it's me again. Amazing isn't it. how i'm bloggin more nowadays.

Well BIG BIG NEWS. i pass i pass i pass!!

damn if i wasn't nervous at all. it's super exciting just balloting out the test routes that i thought i could almost pee in my pants! well shorts really. then getting in the car with the tester was absolutely nerve-wrecking!!!!

I have to admit my legs were shaking and my heart was thumping damn loud.

I screwed up my first parallel parking though. But after that i pretty much calmed down and tried it the second time. And thereafter, everything went perfectly well.

And i passed at 10 points!!!! whee. super duper happy.

of course shirley and my sister didnt believe i passed. everybody thought i wore a mini skirt to take the test.

hello! wad century is this?! mini skirts aren't in fashion anymore dears.

anyway i'm super duper happy!!!!

oh no. my poor roomie. she sees me reading a book all the time and thinks i'm damn free. well actually i'm not. the storyline was simply too enthralling for me to put down. the more i read the more guilty i am for not doing my work... and well.. seeing you so hardworking for once.

i guess it makes a hell lot of difference now that leon's not here. I do try not to be too close to terence coz i know you wish leon were by your side. but endure!!!! terence went to china for a month and i survived without him.

just think of it as you spending 19 years of your life without leon. so you can do it again too. at least that's wad i think. well i mean. girls can stand up independently by themselves you know. and i always think i'm on an equal footing with the guys, sometimes even better. heh.

anyway the start of a new term. many familiar and unfamiliar faces. boo. lots of hoo haa even before term starts.. and.. it's sometimes quite a drag when you can't tell your friend that he/she is in the wrong without hurting that person. Sometimes you think why does that person keep holding on to that anger and grudge inside of him/her? it's weird you know. holding on to something that makes you feel real miserable.

isn't it easier to let go?

i guess humans are very very selfish creatures. what they cannot get they bear a grudge against. though i don't know wad makes them so selfish about that but yah. selfish humans. that's wad we all are.

actually i always think that the best way to handle a problem especially one involving friendship, is to live and let live after everyone has understood each other. there's no point in dragging it on and thinking why did he/she change and wad it used to be like. basically it's coz we can't let it go.

of course typing it here is definitely much easier than doing it.

right. so i guess i'm pretty much done around here. would love to go back to work soon and get the money rolling in. i'm in need of money. i would like to earn more money now..... for the future?

i know wad i want. so i'm going to get it.

and passing the driving test? it did inch my confidence up that bit of level. i still am the girl i know myself to be. maybe i am finding back myself. i love it. smiles. haha.

tricia, you might be back!