ooh.. just now while browsing some photos which i downloaded from my camera, i found! a picture of my boat with the sr boat! damn shit lah. haha, but nevertheless, i shall move on with my life.
haha, but any-oh-how, i'm getting better!
i think the germs got tired of me. well, so am i. i'm getting tired of them too!
i have meet-the-parents session this sat. do you think they'll serve tea? i like mine with milk. shall go ask miss ang.
ohz! i had a sad dream yesterday.
i don't know why i can't remember anything about it now.. but it was really sad and i don't know if i cried. but i haven't cried for a long time.
will i forget how to cry?
anyway, today in class i said something i shouldn't really have. but then it came out of my mouth just like that lah. actually, i didn't really think it was funny ah, but then xin yue they all burst out in laughter. it goes along the lines of this:
girl C : miss huda, i'm not feeling well, can you please help me sign the early form so i can go home and rest?
miss huda : sure, go home and take care. drink more water.
girl C leaves the scene. (oh, btw, miss huda is our nice gp tutor)
a lot a lot of murmurings behind by the guys who were complaining that she always takes early leave even though she's perfectly fine.
okay, now it's me : miss huda!
miss huda : yes tricia?
me : how come you let her go home? but she always takes early leave!
xin yue then bursts out in very loud laughter followed by joan.
i'm just so amused. till now, i didn't think there was anything wrong with me asking wad i asked.
kaoz. but not i want to say her. before gp was maths lect. and i saw her like waving very excitedly to her friend to go take early leave with her. then she comes in class looking so pale and sick. like what the hell. damn fake sia. i guess if i didn't see her so well and healthy looking earlier on, i wouldn't have said that. but i saw. so too bad. and miss huda is a nice teacher. she seldom scolds us.
the truth comes when you least want to know it.
it sticks to you like how my germs stick to me.
words and words that were said cannot be retracted.
actions carried out cannot be rewinded.
i wish and i wish i didn't let it happen.
i wish and wish life could be so simple and happy.
but how do i tell you now.. that it was a stupid mistake on my part?
how do i tell you now.. that i just wanna be friends?
how do i tell you now.. when you're so afraid of me?
i give up!
i don't want anything.
i just want my wan yuan back.
i just want my zir zir back.
i want to be in 4/7 with shir and zir.
i want hcl classes with bey they all.
i want tuition with kenneth thia and xinni.
but it's okay. i still have the many friends i made in mj. haha, perhaps when i go uni, i'll look back and think how much i miss the happy times i had in mj.
tricia vented her fustrations. she needs to mug real hard now! tricia is tricia once again.
posted by tricia, me and i at
1:22 PM
