my day wasn't suppose to end up being so bad. but it did. and it sucks.
i can't help feeling so bad-tempered and moody. and i'm sorry i'm like that. it just pisses everyone around me. it makes me feel bad coz i didn't mean to throw my temper at anyone.
everything seems wrong when you're in a bad mood. even right becomes wrong. i'm irritated at the suggestions people give. i'm irritated by the iedas they give. i feel damn uncomfortable coz something's weighing on me.
i don't understand why people can't get their piorities right. wad's so hard about doing something that you're suppose to do and not give any excuses about it. you have to see for yourself wad's deem as important and wad's not. the higher piority stuff that took precedent wasn't such a great excuse afterall ya. it probably could have been done earlier.
it's just unfair to others when they have put in much time and effort in place of yours.
i can't imagine my world without my mummy. i guess it's harder for someone who has just lost theirs. be strong. i hope i won't break down if i see you feeling damn sad and lost =S
things are piling up. i want to say i can't cope. i want to say i wanna quit. i wanna say i give up. but i can't and i won't. if others can do it. so can i. it's just taking a toll on me. it's a trying period. i hate trying periods.
i hate my day turning bad.
i hate the feeling i have that the rest of the week won't turn out to be good.
wad do i want now? i don't know.
arghz. this post sucks. no comments please.
posted by tricia, me and i at
11:28 PM
