wah. it hasn't been that long since i last posted anything wad. now my tagboard's gone?! haha, darn. lazy to do it back.
anyway, uni life is fufilling independent busy and fun. it's not easy to manage school work, cca and other activities. i want to think i can do it. i want to look back and say i've done it. i want to. but the process's killing me. not really lah. but it has made me wanna give up more than often. no matter how much i motivate myself. please. no motivational talks and stuff. been there done that. of course, i'm thankful for the little encouragement people give. but it doesn't matter coz its all inside of me. i must be the one to motivate myself afterall.
canoe polo is tough. like seriously. i'm trying though. not easy. but at least.. the only comfort is i can turn myself up without anything but just me myself and the boat. cool huh. but there's still lots to leanr, little energy and no time at all.
work. work is the same. it's great to see everyone again. it also helps that i've been mugging. so going back to work was like a refresher course. a breather reather. some said i slim down. which i don't deny. coz i realised my appetite is smaller.
not very good.
studies.. trying to catch up. got to make time. got to make time. haha, i am trying lah. hard though. but no matter wad. i'm going to pia. mind over body!
love life? hmmz. if it comes it comes. i guess, if someone suitable comes along, why not? but i doubt i have the time and energy. haha, so much for saying studies come firsts. actually at that point of time i really meant that. but then if you think you've met mr right, then its different. don't get the wrong idea. i'm not in love. i'm just talking in general. i guess if a girl says studies comes first, it means she's not interested in you and that to her at that point of time, studies comes first. i mean, if she thinks you two can be together why not right. but certain things are just not meant to be.
wah and i realised, 7 hours difference is too much! i haven't seen chong in for so long. i know he's busy and so am i. but i don't even get to chat with him. argh. that's not helping.
tricia is mad. byee~
posted by tricia, me and i at
7:29 PM
