hello!
I'm back after a seemingly long loooooong break.
It's kinda good to be back. Something refreshing to start a post with.
I know I've neglected blogging about my 21st birthday, my shanghai trip, my attachment and of course the recent FOC camp 08/09.
But where to start? too many things to blog.
Anyway, just a late thanx to all who came for my 21st party! Thank you! Love your presence and your PRESENTS! (presents more)
My Shanghai trip was memorable! Haha, I really enjoyed myself and I'm glad we went with the people we went with. of course except for 2 people that I do not wish to mention.
Speaking of which. I have never believed that I can dislike a person so much that I really cannot bear to speak or be in near proximity of that person, but i have. I really have someone I totally abhor.
tricia tricia. You don't use to be like that.
Maybe the harsh realities of the real world are catching up with me.
I don't even know how to characterise myself now. What am I? Kind, caring and nice?
maybe not so nice afterall.
Sometimes I wonder What kind of a girl I am turning out to be. I don't feel so motivated nor energetic as before. It seems as if I've tamed down a lot. No longer soaring nor flying. I feel like I have my wings clipped. tight. I no longer feel as optimistic or as happy as I've used to be.
why? I'm also pretty unsure of that myself. Is it true that as you grow up surviving in that awful ratrace you start to lose yourself? I feel so direction-less now. I don't feel very happy too. but I don't feel sad either. Sigh.
But on the other hand. I am happy to see jiaqing and the rest of the guys start their uni lives. It is a brand new start for them and they are enjoying what I used to enjoy back in my Year 1 days before the exams i mean.
I feel really excited for them.
Well guys, don't forget us girls ya.
And even though I am not a frequent blogger. I do blog. Just that I feel lazy to log in and blog.
And a blog isn't really very personal if people keep quoting what you have written in it. It seems to me like they are using my weaknesses listed out in my blog to make a personal attack on me. If you know what I mean. Or perhaps I am just being over sensitive.
Aiyah. Actually you know wad. I just hate the current me. I feel like I've become so draggy and emo. Am i????
Is this a phase everyone has to go through in life? Where they find themselves direction-less and helpless? It's a stupid phase in life though. boo.
And to my dearest Lim Mei yin. Happy birthday lah you. hahaha.
Glad to have you xin yue and low xuan with me through those JC days.
You have always withstanded our bullying simply by being you.
Love you lah. yucks. Hope you had a wonderful time at MINDS today.
The start of a new sem. everybody shout! *WHOO HOO!
yeah right.
Tricia has blogged. She's off now. Till next time then. ta~
